tell the truth about your self...

Originally posted by parenthesis
I got a friend and an auntie from Hudd. Very nice place, nice accent too.

Debating on whether I should go to the park/woods to run.

Originally posted by Kharhmah
Orly? Where abouts?
It's a nice place if you dont live here methinks, other than that it's boring as hell.

Both on hills surprisingly.

Originally posted by AbnormalButSane
Debating on whether I should go to the park/woods to run.

Originally posted by Astner
Thinking about doing something easy is the first step towards not doing it.

I did go for a lovely run in the woods. It was nice. 🙂

I wear Nautica Dark Blue bootcut jeans.

Skittles is the candy I get at movies.

I changed my background for my laptop to a CW Arrow one.

I have a habit of hiding peoples car keys in really hard to find locations.

I like to lie.

Originally posted by AbnormalButSane
I like to lie.

Are you lying? You are lying, aren't you? She's lying.

Originally posted by Bardock42
Are you lying? You are lying, aren't you? She's lying.

Had lunch with Michael today.

Hot diggity damn nine rp blogs. Only three of them are regularly active, though for one reason or another. Ah well.

I see hair starting to regrow on the front top of right side. I'm optimstic I'll be able to regrow the rest.

I'm a dog lover. The one dog I had as a pet was a male Golden Retriever. His name Riley, he was put to sleep since he got cancer in his legs, and wasn't able to walk a lot.

I think I'm going to be in a relationship soon.

That's great. Tell us about her!

I am at work right now shooting welds.

Sitting in the hospital at the moment with my sister in labor

I am in Ohio.

I am not in Ohio.

The truth...? I hate myself, and I very seldom find myself not wanting to die. I feel like everything I know, and everyone I've ever cared for is falling apart, and I'm completely unable to be of any help to anyone. Meanwhile, I can't even hold my own life together, because I'm so goddamn busy trying to hold everyone else's life intact...

I'm constantly physically and emotionally exhausted from the combination of stress, pain, and constant anger and depression. The world itself annoys the f*ck out of me, simply because no one gives a goddamn about anyone or anything other than themselves.

I'm tired of nothing in the world ever working out the way I want it to, and... Aside from maybe... MAYBE... two particular people that I can think of... I really honestly could give two s#its if the world population simply ceased to exist one day. Including myself, before someone tries to be a smartass and point out that the world populace includes me. I'm well aware of that.

Honestly, if I fell over dead right now... I don't know that anyone would ever care. I don't know that anyone would be affected in any way, form, or fashion whatsoever. I've made no impact on the world, I've got hardly any friends... My own family can't stand the fact that I'm even alive, and my girlfriend's constantly depressed because I'm unable to spend every waking second of every day doing things.

I can't even begin to fathom how many times I've considered putting a knife to my wrist, or a gun to my head. I can't tell you the number of ways I've contemplated over the years... Simply to end my own life, so that I was no longer a burden to anyone...

Actually... I can, if I take the time. But what'd the point be?

I'm willing to bet 99% of you are going to either push that I'm simply vying for attention or that I'm the butt of the next god knows how many jokes here on KMC.

Let me be the first to tell you: This is not a plea for help or attention, I don't give a goddamn what you think about the validity of that claim... And quite truthfully... I feel a bit better after venting a bit...

i've been looking into guided trips to italy. thought about going to hawaii, but i love europe so much.

14 Day Romantic Italy
• Airline taxes & fuel surcharges
• 12 nights First Class accommodations
• 2 nights Como
• 2 nights Venice
• 2 nights Florence
• 3 nights Rome
• 3 nights Sorrento
• Italian city hotel taxes
• Hotel porterage
• All transfers
• 19 meals: 12 breakfasts, 7 dinners with wine
• Sightseeing per itinerary in modern air-conditioned motor coach
• Services of English-speaking tour manager throughout
• Services of local guides in all major cities
• Entrance fees per itinerary

Special Features
• Excursion to Bellagio
• Milan City Tour
• Doge's Palace, Venice
• Wine tasting with local specialties at Tuscan countryside farm
• Michelangelo's David, Florence
• Basilica of St. Francis, Assisi
• Evening Walking Tour of Rome
• Forum & Colosseum, Rome
• Vatican Museum & Sistine Chapel, Rome
• Dinner with Opera Singers, Rome
• Visit to the excavations at Pompeii
• Scenic Amalfi Drive
• Wine & mineral water with all dinners
• Whisper technology enhanced touring