Things lately have been odd, I got back with the girl I've missed for 3 years and things are great and we're both in it for the long term even with her going for her RN and stuff but she caught me drinking the other day and said she thought I was done with that and to not drink again, she was pretty serious but for good reason seeing as how my drinking habits are what ruined things 3 years ago >_>.....
I went from being super healthy to in a month like smoking up to 2 packs a day and I'm like "I need to fix this before it gets out of hand". I've also been offered a position at one of the highest paying job in my town which is cool...but it's stupidly dangerous like as in people dying or losing limbs happens, and I'm not exactly experienced at the job...at all...so I'm a bit worried >_>....it will be a great start to get cash for my greater goals but I am a tad scared of ****ing up and the company hating me ._. .......
Originally posted by Yamcha
Things lately have been odd, I got back with the girl I've missed for 3 years and things are great and we're both in it for the long term even with her going for her RN and stuff but she caught me drinking the other day and said she thought I was done with that and to not drink again, she was pretty serious but for good reason seeing as how my drinking habits are what ruined things 3 years ago >_>.....I went from being super healthy to in a month like smoking up to 2 packs a day and I'm like "I need to fix this before it gets out of hand". I've also been offered a position at one of the highest paying job in my town which is cool...but it's stupidly dangerous like as in people dying or losing limbs happens, and I'm not exactly experienced at the job...at all...so I'm a bit worried >_>....it will be a great start to get cash for my greater goals but I am a tad scared of ****ing up and the company hating me ._. .......
Good luck with your rekindled relationship. 🙂
Good luck also with the new job. Take it slowly, and remember, you got offered the position on your CV I assume, so they must have liked what they read. Just be aware of the dangers... Take one day at a time. You'll do fine. 🙂
As for the smoking; have you considered using a vaporizer? (I think they're called that). It will be much safer for those around you, and may even help you to give up smoking altogether.
Be safe, be well, be happy...
I know I shouldn't, and I know it's not very body posi. of me, and it's impeding my mental growth and ability to raise my self worth...
But I get so jealous of skinny girls sometimes. I want to be able to wear pretty dresses without looking like a sofa with matching scatter cushions.. also it would help my bra situation greatly.