tell the truth about your self...

the more i talk to you, the more i think wtf am i still doing here.

Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong, and it makes you feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn't come back. You're left so alone that you can't explain.

Me too. 😱

Originally posted by silver_tears
Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong, and it makes you feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn't come back. You're left so alone that you can't explain.

🤨

wow.

its accuracy to my current state of mind is scary.😬

We're all candles in the murder wind...

Originally posted by Punkyhermy
🤨

wow.

its accuracy to my current state of mind is scary.😬

me as well

Originally posted by silver_tears
Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong, and it makes you feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn't come back. You're left so alone that you can't explain.

this is totally one of the hardest things i've had to deal with emotionally in a long time. i'm just a. mess.

at times i just curl up into a ball and cry myself to sleep. other times i marvel at how well i've seemed to deal with it what with all my usual naivete.

Originally posted by Thorrin
You sad soul.

More like angry at the moment.
I can't sleep either.

Originally posted by Punkyhermy
this is totally one of the hardest things i've had to deal with emotionally in a long time. i'm just a. mess.

at times i just curl up into a ball and cry myself to sleep. other times i marvel at how well i've seemed to deal with it what with all my usual naivete.

I get angry at the world and slowly your heart gets hard and encased in a shell that I'll never open again.

Originally posted by silver_tears
More like angry at the moment.
I can't sleep either.

Originally posted by Thorrin
I could give you eternal rest.

petpet

Originally posted by silver_tears
petpet

My foot hurts.

Breaking up was the hardest thing to ever deal with in my life.

yeah thats me usually. 😬

i care too much i'm afraid.

but it wasn't enough.

i'm learning that you just can't make someone care for you.

i'm so tired of trying.

Originally posted by Thorrin
I like being pet. 😖mart:

My foot hurts.

Is it a tumah? 13jockey

Originally posted by =Tired Hiker=
Breaking up was the hardest thing to ever deal with in my life.

keep that in mind before you think of breaking someone else's heart then. 😬

Originally posted by Punkyhermy
yeah thats me usually. 😬

i care too much i'm afraid.

but it wasn't enough.

i'm learning that you just can't make someone care for you.

i'm so tired of trying.

No you can't.
And you can't make someone keep caring for you.
And you can't stop who you fall in love with and who your heart lets in.
And what's worse yet, you can never be sure of anyone but yourself.
You're the only person who won't let you down.

Originally posted by silver_tears
Is it a tumah? 13jockey

Originally posted by Thorrin
No, but my nail is all bloody, I can't wait till it falls off.

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