Scythe........I really need you to be here for me at the moment......but its so late............I miss you sooooo much, and I need to talk to someone. I hate this. I hate what I'm going through. I wanna leave, and find home. But I have to be there for everyone else, I can't do anything I want to do. I'm crying, and it hurts my throat to hold it in so much, I hate this.......
Originally posted by SelphieT
Scythe........I really need you to be here for me at the moment......but its so late............I miss you sooooo much, and I need to talk to someone. I hate this. I hate what I'm going through. I wanna leave, and find home. But I have to be there for everyone else, I can't do anything I want to do. I'm crying, and it hurts my throat to hold it in so much, I hate this.......
Gah! I'm sorry once again I wasn't able to act in time again. However I read this, and tried to reach you as fast as possible, however, due to the calm nature of your voice, I figured you were feelin' better. I promise it won't happen again.
oh last night was awful..........I took a bath for about 2 hours, and I had the intention of making a huge blood bath, my razor was right next to me the whole time, it was really hard to not pick it up.....but then again, I realized how many things would fall apart if I just did that.....gah, sometimes I hate people and having to take care of their issues other than mine.