His mind swirled in a sea of thoughts. They weren't really dreams, just questions in his mind. He pictured her face. Those blonde locks of hair flying around her and that smile spreading over her lips. She was frozen. She held no movement. Like a picture caught in the ice of frozen time. He leaned down to kiss her lips, but she simply stood frozen. Her eyes stared at the nothingness behind him. He touched her face, and still there came nothing but the feeling of cold flesh. He dragged his fingers down lower, brushing his fingers against the cleavage of her breasts. They weren't warm, they weren't inviting. They were cold and hard. He pulled his hand away, looking at the statue. He peered into her eyes, his finger brushing along her lips. Still she was cold and hard to the touch.
"Why did you let her die?"
His own voice boomed in his head. He watched as she dissolved into nothing. Tearing after the blonde he made a desperate attempt to return her to her standing position, but only got himself dirtied with whatever goo she was made of. He watched as her face smiled up at him. Then it contorted and a scream escaped her lips.
"why did you kill her?"
He shook his head, backing away and making a desperate attempt to free himself from the blackness. He slammed himself against the wall, crying out for help and clawing at the darkness that only seemed to become stronger. He was thrown back suddenly, laying upon a cold tile floor. He groaned, rubbing his head and sitting up to stare around him. A single light shone upon his frame, making him wince as it hurt his eyes.
"YOU killed her..."
He made an attempt to back away, but the voice came closer to his ear.
"YOU ripped her open..."
He darted for the opposite direction, slamming into something unknown and making a desperate attempt to free himself.
"YOU tasted her blood..."
He whimpered, clutching handfuls of hair on his head and falling to his knees.
"YOU destroyed her dreams..."
Tears ran down his cheeks.
"YOU murdered your own fiancee, Phayte! YOU KILLED HER!"
Her scream pierced the air, rocking around him and throwing him down into a ball.
"NOOO!"
He jerked awake, in a cold sweat. Like it or not, a nightmare had shown itself. He looked down at Asa, watching her still slumbering frame. A sigh of relief escaped his lips. It caught suddenly when he spotted the blood upon her leg. He curled close to her again, this time wrapping his arms around her to hold her under him. He nuzzled his face into the crown of her head, holding her as close to him as he could. He feared that if he let her go, she'd never come back.
"Asa... You shouldn't be with me. I'm a killer... I... I don't know if you can hear me but I need to tell you something."
He took a deep breath, running his fingers lightly over her soft skin. She was warm and soft, not cold and hard. It surprised him at first, having the experience of running his fingers along the statue of his lost love. He didn't know if he could stand losing someone close to him again. He nuzzled his face against her cheek, begging for her to understand his words.
"B-before this happened to me. I used to be this huge rich snob. I.. I had it all y'know? A huge house, anything I wanted with a snap of my fingers... But it wasn't enough. Not until I met this girl. She was my best friend since we were kids and she went away to boarding school for a few years and came back. We fell in love and... and I asked her to marry me. Then I... I got bit and ... killed her..."
He shivered, unaware that tears were running down his cheeks. He buried his face back into the crown of her head. He didn't want the same fate to befall Asa. He didn't know if he could handle that. Phayte held her closer, soft tears running down his face.
"Please don't ever leave me.."