Originally posted by LilyMaree😆 im glad im in it, But why does Gum get batman?
Edited my profile a lot 🙂
Tell me how else I can improve it haha 😛
There should be more me, but other then that, its nice
Ughhh 😠
I need someplace to rant.
Hope you guys don't mind... 😬
I really. need. help. with. my. temper.
I have such a horrible temper. It's so easy to flare up and lose control, but so ****ing hard to gain back control and to be calm again. I get pissed off easily at the smallest things. There's like this boiling rage inside of me.. and it's like a volcano, just waiting to erupt. One trigger, and boom.
What triggers me:
- People who can't stop whining about how they hate life, how they can't get what they want, how everything is so difficult for them, how they just wanna die.
That really pisses me off. Stop whining & start appreciating things you DO have. Like all my friends, they're always complaining about their mothers, fathers, etc. They have no idea how much I'd want to have a mother again.
The sad part is, I'm surrounded by people who are like this. A few friends of mine whine everyday to me, this and that, bla bla bla. Some even wail crap like:
"Ahhhh I want to meet MCR!!"
I can't distant myself away from them, because practically everyone here is like that.
And this is making me afraid of joining to the military/boarding school..
I'll be practically living there for the next 2 years (leaving in 6 months).
What if something triggers me, I explode, something bad happens?
What then?
I'm... scared.
All this anger inside me, all this rage, hate, disappointment.
It's all been there for a long long time.
Now it's like.. it wants to get out.
But there's this brick wall in the middle of the way.
Like a tunnel, being blocked by the results of a landslide, causing rocks, sand, etc. to block the whole opening. But slowly, one brick is being removed, one by one.
What to do...
End of rant. 😬
Originally posted by LilyMaree
Ughhh 😠
I need someplace to rant.
Hope you guys don't mind... 😬I really. need. help. with. my. temper.
I have such a horrible temper. It's so easy to flare up and lose control, but so ****ing hard to gain back control and to be calm again. I get pissed off easily at the smallest things. There's like this boiling rage inside of me.. and it's like a volcano, just waiting to erupt. One trigger, and boom.
What triggers me:
- People who can't stop whining about how they hate life, how they can't get what they want, how everything is so difficult for them, how they just wanna die.
That really pisses me off. Stop whining & start appreciating things you DO have. Like all my friends, they're always complaining about their mothers, fathers, etc. They have no idea how much I'd want to have a mother again.The sad part is, I'm surrounded by people who are like this. A few friends of mine whine everyday to me, this and that, bla bla bla. Some even wail crap like:
"Ahhhh I want to meet MCR!!"I can't distant myself away from them, because practically everyone here is like that.
And this is making me afraid of joining to the military/boarding school..
I'll be practically living there for the next 2 years (leaving in 6 months).
What if something triggers me, I explode, something bad happens?
What then?
I'm... scared.All this anger inside me, all this rage, hate, disappointment.
It's all been there for a long long time.
Now it's like.. it wants to get out.
But there's this brick wall in the middle of the way.
Like a tunnel, being blocked by the results of a landslide, causing rocks, sand, etc. to block the whole opening. But slowly, one brick is being removed, one by one.What to do...
End of rant. 😬
Kill off everyone and anyone who opposes you. That's how I dealt with it.
Originally posted by LilyMareeOk thats bad, you might need anger management and you said you were going to a military school?.....maybe not the best place to be with an anger problem
I get angry enough to think ways of how to kill the person who make me angry, or how to kill myself 😬
I've broken windows before, wrecked quite a lot of things..
Got into fights & such..
Originally posted by LilyMaree
Ughhh 😠
I need someplace to rant.
Hope you guys don't mind... 😬I really. need. help. with. my. temper.
I have such a horrible temper. It's so easy to flare up and lose control, but so ****ing hard to gain back control and to be calm again. I get pissed off easily at the smallest things. There's like this boiling rage inside of me.. and it's like a volcano, just waiting to erupt. One trigger, and boom.
What triggers me:
- People who can't stop whining about how they hate life, how they can't get what they want, how everything is so difficult for them, how they just wanna die.
That really pisses me off. Stop whining & start appreciating things you DO have. Like all my friends, they're always complaining about their mothers, fathers, etc. They have no idea how much I'd want to have a mother again.The sad part is, I'm surrounded by people who are like this. A few friends of mine whine everyday to me, this and that, bla bla bla. Some even wail crap like:
"Ahhhh I want to meet MCR!!"I can't distant myself away from them, because practically everyone here is like that.
And this is making me afraid of joining to the military/boarding school..
I'll be practically living there for the next 2 years (leaving in 6 months).
What if something triggers me, I explode, something bad happens?
What then?
I'm... scared.All this anger inside me, all this rage, hate, disappointment.
It's all been there for a long long time.
Now it's like.. it wants to get out.
But there's this brick wall in the middle of the way.
Like a tunnel, being blocked by the results of a landslide, causing rocks, sand, etc. to block the whole opening. But slowly, one brick is being removed, one by one.What to do...
End of rant. 😬
I see. Come to a conclusion with your problems. Find a source outside of your friends that makes you happy. Find a past time or a hobby that'll help you deal with your problems one day at a time Lily. The world is an open place and sometimes all we need is someone to talk to. You'll see at times that all we need is just someone to talk to. I'm always here for you, always, no matter what. I am quite dependable and I know this for a fact because I go out of my way to help friends in need.
As for your friends, we all have friends who don't do shit. Getting better friends is something you might have to consider. You may value your friendship with them, but ask yourself, do they value you? I sure hope they do.
Anger is never a privilage, it's a gift. What we do with this gift is up to us. Do something productive, paint, write, recite. Anything that'll produce something good from this gift. I think we need hatred and anger in this civilization, it's what keeps this race mended together and interesting.
I'm here for ya.