Originally posted by LilyMaree
Ughhh 😠
I need someplace to rant.
Hope you guys don't mind... 😬I really. need. help. with. my. temper.
I have such a horrible temper. It's so easy to flare up and lose control, but so ****ing hard to gain back control and to be calm again. I get pissed off easily at the smallest things. There's like this boiling rage inside of me.. and it's like a volcano, just waiting to erupt. One trigger, and boom.
What triggers me:
- People who can't stop whining about how they hate life, how they can't get what they want, how everything is so difficult for them, how they just wanna die.
That really pisses me off. Stop whining & start appreciating things you DO have. Like all my friends, they're always complaining about their mothers, fathers, etc. They have no idea how much I'd want to have a mother again.The sad part is, I'm surrounded by people who are like this. A few friends of mine whine everyday to me, this and that, bla bla bla. Some even wail crap like:
"Ahhhh I want to meet MCR!!"I can't distant myself away from them, because practically everyone here is like that.
And this is making me afraid of joining to the military/boarding school..
I'll be practically living there for the next 2 years (leaving in 6 months).
What if something triggers me, I explode, something bad happens?
What then?
I'm... scared.All this anger inside me, all this rage, hate, disappointment.
It's all been there for a long long time.
Now it's like.. it wants to get out.
But there's this brick wall in the middle of the way.
Like a tunnel, being blocked by the results of a landslide, causing rocks, sand, etc. to block the whole opening. But slowly, one brick is being removed, one by one.What to do...
End of rant. 😬
i had a bad temper as a teen, but that changed a lot when i got older.
but things can still get me mad (like that guy from work .... i wanna hurt him so bad ... ranting) but then i get up go for a little walk, and cool down, or i just try to clear my head untill i can think straight again ... sorta like the count to ten trick, its stupid but for me it works.
but i don't get mad as easy as i used to now 😛 ive learned not to let things get to me as much and if all else fails talking to someone can always do the trick
so if you ever need to talk you can always pm me and i will help you as much as i can hug
now on a completely different note nuts it burns dear god it BURNS nuts
Originally posted by kayakat
aww i understand how you feel, i really do ✅
don't worry about it too much, everyone feels like that at a certain time in there life, trust me.i had a bad temper as a teen, but that changed a lot when i got older.
but things can still get me mad (like that guy from work .... i wanna hurt him so bad ... ranting) but then i get up go for a little walk, and cool down, or i just try to clear my head untill i can think straight again ... sorta like the count to ten trick, its stupid but for me it works.
but i don't get mad as easy as i used to now 😛 ive learned not to let things get to me as much and if all else fails talking to someone can always do the trickso if you ever need to talk you can always pm me and i will help you as much as i can hug
now on a completely different note nuts it burns dear god it BURNS nuts
Aww hug
Thanks Kayakat, you're so sweet.
Ahaha I'm not allowed to go walk around or whatever..
However, I do use the bath tub, hot water, and music vin
What burns? 😕
Originally posted by LilyMaree
It's not that, it's MYSELF.
MY temper. I usually don't really care/mind but now it's.. like I wanna snap everyone's fingers when they [B]talk so yeah.. [/B]
I know what you mean, I have split personalities and the 'other side' wakes up when I'm annoyed and pissed. Then, well, all hell breaks loose.
Originally posted by Sol Valentine
I know what you mean, I have split personalities and the 'other side' wakes up when I'm annoyed and pissed. Then, well, all hell breaks loose.
Exactly!! 😬
God. I might be suffering from having... Bi-polar Disorder? 😖
Hahaha anyways.
Forget it.
I'll.. try sort it out myself.
How are ya?🙂
Originally posted by Sol Valentine
Well, I've come to deal with 'him' and actually, he does me well in the thickest of situations(girls getting on my nerves, classmates bothering me, and be about to get jumped). And his name is Sol Valentine.I'm fine. ****ing crazy day at school.
Ah. It's a Saturday for me... meh.
I feel so sick 😘