Originally posted by charlemagne9746
I know how you feel bro. Try not to use the alcohol. That's where I'm at now...and trust me...that's not the path you want to take. Funny thing, with me, my ex called me up about three weeks ago. She wanted to get back together....I'm still in love with her...so, I was game. Well, she left me again...for the sixth time just a few days ago. I had to track her down...she wouldn't even call and tell me why she was leaving. I was beginning to think she was dead...until her aunt got her to call. She never would give me a clear cut reason why she left. Hell, the last three times she left me....she just vanished...never said a word....I had to track her down to get a reason. I know I deserve better than that...but that girl has etched her way into my soul...and I can't help but take her back anytime. I can no more hurt her than I could my own child...if I had one. I can't break free from her. Even when she's gone...I go to sleep at night...dreaming about her...because it is only then that she's still in my arms.....and for a little while...everything is ok...we're happy again. But when that alarm goes off...it's off to another day of hell....because I think about her almost 24/7. No woman has ever had this much of me....and I'm scared I"ll grow old being alone..because I can't give anyone else a chance.It's a long road...these things just don't go away in a week. with me....it's been two years...and I'm still in love with only her. Best you can do is take it one day at a time...and if you need to talk....you have people on KMC that will listen to you man. You can vent anytime you want. I wish I can tell you things will get better soon...but, I can't lie to you...because they haven't with me. Just try to keep faith...and never lose your self-esteem. There is nothing wrong with you....it's her...that's what I have to tell myself.
Prayin' for ya man
Yeah I'm not going down the path to alcohol anymore. I had my time with that a couple years back but I'm okay now. I just really hurt, and I'm sure you probably know better than I because I was only going out with my girlfriend for a year now. The only thing was that we were absolutely inseparable for the entire year we spent together. We went everywhere together, we were in all of the same classes together at school (College). We are both in video production, I helped her graduate... I put so much effort into the relationship and then she breaks up with me In passin, Over the phone, While I'm at work.
This is going to sound SLIGHTLY pathetic of me but I have NEVER cried for an entire day straight and until sleep caught me. I've never had my stomache and head and everything else hurt so bad Physically AND mentally.
I recently found out that having a broken heart actually can lead to heart problems.... weird.
Anyway I KNOW that there are "More fish in the sea" and I REALIZE that there is "Someone better for me" I just don't see it at this point, you know what I mean? It's really hard to explain. I realize that I will get out of this in the end and I know that I'll be the better for it. But at this point I'm just...... I guess wallowing is the word.
Originally posted by jasonk3Hey jason ! 😱
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Originally posted by Faceman
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Originally posted by Hercules
Morning people.Spoke to Marea before her surgery this morning, she was nervous but doing ok.
Bada, Jude, I will let you two know as soon as I hear anything, as per my orders!
I just spoke (msn) to her...it appears her surgery has been delayed an hour...but everything else it good.
Originally posted by jasonk3
Good luck Marea...we're all here for younuts omg you're BACK !!! how are you
Originally posted by Hercules
Morning people.Spoke to Marea before her surgery this morning, she was nervous but doing ok.
Bada, Jude, I will let you two know as soon as I hear anything, as per my orders!