Please dont say no more.
I think I'm going to brake.
Please dont mean that.
My heart feels like its craking.
All i wanted was to stay togather.
But you want to fall apart.
You said to always hold on, but i guess you didnt want to anymore.
I never seen it coming i never really thought,
That i see this day.
When we go are own ways.
Brother oh brother
Why do you play these games.
Brother oh brother
Do you still care for this family.
Please don't leave,
If you do my heart will brake
Brother oh brother
why do make things a mess
Will you ever grow up
Or just keep playing these games
You know i love you
I wish you felt the same.
I'm tierd of chasing you
Geting the same old thing.
When things get hard
you tend to leave.
Brother oh brother
Why stab me in the back
Didnt i help you when you down and alone
Didnt i fight for you enough
To show you do mean something to me
Though you made mistake
Ruined your life
You should always try to make things better
Brother oh brother
why do this to me ?
I smile
I laugh
I hold hands, I tend to have a blast.
With friends at my side
Seem to make life some what easyer
To forget about the past
And make more memories to look back upon.
You always half to move on.
Make life worth living for
To make every moment feel like it's your last.
Live it up, Make a mess.
Say to hell to the people who make you feel bad.
And just live your life
It's yours to live.
Lets run.
As far as are legs can take us.
Spead the word
And yell it at the top of our lungs.
Lets change this place
Maybe shed some light
To the people who has nothing to guide them.
Lets stop this hate
Stop the crimes.
Save some lives
Shed some tears
And show some smiles.
We need to save people.
Before everyone dies out there.
Because times runing short.
And people are giving up.
We need to save this place
Before it faids away
Remember when you held me
That other night
When you said your going to take me home
And ill be all yours agen
You dont know how much that touched my heart.
I want to remind you ,i loved you at first sight
Your smile makes me want to smile right back
Your eyes take me to place i can never reach on my own
Your lips take my breath
And you hands hold me closer than i can ever get.
One day after all these problems go away
We will be happy once agen.
Like we used to be under the stary night
Just you and me
Agenst this world
Keep us hushed
Till the morning light.
Where we can meet agen
Under the tree
Just for a moment
Where no one can see
That we are lovers
Ment to be.
With your jacket around my shoulders.
Me holding on tight.
I'm not saying a word,I want to keep hearing your voice.
You grabing me from behind kissing my cheek.
Laughing in my ear makes me smile a little more.
With you walking me home
Under the street lights
Hand in hand
We might not be togather
But all these moments make my life more worth it.
Ive been writing alot of quotes lately .
Have you ever wondered why things fall apart, why you get crushed,pushed , and left broken.When you feel so low, there is one person reaching out there hand to help you back up. When things fall apart there are things falling together.Fighting fate is like fighting god, a endless battle that you will never see the end of.-Cammii
Your heart is always fighting with head.Your always taking one step forward yet it feels like ten steps back. Love is something your always getting lost in no matter how strong you are, you always lose your grip, slip and fall, and crash to the floor,and when you stand back up the persons already out the door.But every time you see your self, you know your always getting stronger.With little light to guide you are making it though you cant see it.-Cammii
Blossoming flowers grow in time.
Growing to the sky holding there head up high.
Though we never stop to look how there beauty really shines.
Rain through sun nothing will rip them.
They sink there roots in, they hold there ground.
For if i could be just like those flowers.
Maybe for one day everything will go alright.
Here i go agen, writing as i cry.
To vent my heart is not as easy as i say.
I just want to know how it is to have someone at my side.
To love and to hold.
Through all these stormy nights.
I want to open my eyes not to see the wall right at my side.
But to peer into eyes that are peering into mine.
I want to lay my head down,fall asleep to lovely heart beats.
I want to get lost with someone, and stay there for a while.
For my fingers to entwine with some one else.
I want to share my smiles and my joyful laughter.
I just want to know how it feels to love and to be loved.
For a first time in a while i am naming my poem , It's hard to understand you really half to know me to get it.
Bathroom Party's
So it's been a year my friends
Since we said are good byes.
Closing the door, and going on with our lives.
To never return to put a end to moments.
We will never share this agen.
So one last time raise your glasses and cheer.
To a dying group of friends, just living our lifes.
Hopeless as we are we found our place.
Restless teenagers , looking for a good time.
All i can see is just the five of us having a good time.
Crowding in ,and shutting the door.
We stay in the bathroom for hours on end.
Just doing nothing, just overly drunk,
Laughing are asses off, having a un believebul great time.
Achocal or not .
This is a place when the door shuts we have no problems
No worry's or fears.
So many things went down i cant put into words
But as i go on , i know you all remember
That place we used to call home.
Still beats in our hearts.
This is a poem i had to write in class, a topic of " I am" so im putting it up here (:.
I am a mother
I know about hard work and how hard it is to have a family.
I am strong and independent for my will is strong.
For i know how it is to lay in bed and cry my self to sleep.
But put on a smile around my child.
So he knows his mother isn't in sorrow.
I could fall asleep to beat of his heart,
I could just lay there in peace with his finger holding onto mine.
Forever stay in a stair peering into his eyes.
I am a hard worker, to work my self to the bone.
Just to make little money to feed my son.
I know how it feels to go hungry for days
So my son can fall asleep with a stumich full of food.
I am a fighter, to fight to keep my son at his best.
I am not someone that gives up easy , for my heart it keeps beating.
My son is my world, i will never let him fall.
For he is the key to my smile, the key to my heart.
Where he can feel my heart , and the love over welm him.
Where he can lay with peace.
And know i am there to fight to die for him, at any given moment.
I know how it feels to be lonely with no father to help.
I know how it is to play mother and father.
I know how it feels to keep going when my heart says enough.
I know how it is to keep pushing harder and harder
Just for my son.
I know how it is to be a mother.
A proud blessing it is.
-Cammii Lyin-
I did NOT write this my sister did, and this has inspired me in alot of ways,and felt i should share this.
Take me back to the time where , you all lived down the street from me . Take me back to when it was only the five of us , and that's all we really needed . Take me back to we would jump on my trampoline , to the point where all of us adventually got hurt , but it was always funny . Take me back to where we would sit and laugh for hours and have really long important talks . Take me back to whenever you sat there and IMed me all night long , because There was a bug in my room and I was scared . Take me back to whenever I was so scared of ghosts , you guys wouldn't let me sleep at home , regardless if I said I'm fine . Take me back to all of the long walks we had , even if it was around the same block about 20 times a day . Take me back to all the funny pictures . Take me back to laughing , screaming , and play fighting . Take me back to our ogga togga ceremonies . Take me back to the park we would go to everyday . Take me back to whenever we all smoked rolled up paper , instead of cigarettes . Take me back to my tree house . Take me back to our lemonade stand we had going for about 10 hours . Take me back to all of the times we went swimming . Take me back to whenever we sat on my trampoline , and threw huge pieces of nasty steak over my fence , into my neighbors yard . Take me back to sleepovers everyday in the summer , and every weekend whenever school started . Take me back to walking our rabbits , hamsters , and dogs everywhere on a leash . Take me back to the rabbit stroller . Take me back to the time where I had big bubba , and we all loved him . Take me back to that weekend , we stayed together the whole time , crammed up in my small old room . Take me back to daring eachother stupid things , like drinking deodarant , and fish water mixed together . Take me back to lighting everything on fire . Take me back to the candles in my treehouse . Take me back to all of the laughs where our stomachs hurt from laughing so much .
Take me back to the December night in 08 , so I can change everything , and make it all right again , so we don't have to live like this . Because it's killing me
Kathy Ballentine