The Goat and The Junkie

Originally posted by Ripper Jacc
Not so well, I'm afraid. Kit's left me a few days back, won't even offer up a reason as to why.

Well, it's not so much that I'm having a hard time dealing with the fact it's over, I'm just trying to rack my brain to figure out what in Hell's name I did to cause this, y'know? Unless it wasn't me at all. *shrugs* It's enough to drive a man crazy...

Originally posted by Ripper Jacc
Well, it's not so much that I'm having a hard time dealing with the fact it's over, I'm just trying to rack my brain to figure out what in Hell's name I did to cause this, y'know? Unless it wasn't me at all. *shrugs* It's enough to drive a man crazy...

True, true. I guess it's just one of those things I've never been too good at tuning out. Unfortunately, I'm one of the people I refer to so harshly when I call them "hopeless romantics." When I get into a relationship, I guess I get too into it. Never learned to harden myself and all. Oh well... *picks up controller* I guess this is as good a time as any for my Devil May Cry gaming marathon...

We've all been hopeless romantics at least once in our lifetime. It is nothing to be ashamed of, but we must learn from our mistakes. Remember, there are people here for you.

I honestly wonder sometimes what I'd do without KMC... Anyway, she and I have talked, and despite the fact neither of us really wants to go so far as to discuss the relationship itself, we've agreed to attempt to remain friends, at least, since we were always so close before we got together, as well. I'm not saying I'm in an opkay place because of this... but I'm not gonna sit around and be all emo about things. Whether I'm okay now or not... I will be, eventually. And until then... I've got plenty of people, still, to be thankful for.

Hmm. Sometimes remaining to be friends with someone you still love, but they do not love you back, is torture and can't last that long. Be wise Jacc, at times ending a friendship you don't want to can benefit you greatly.

Perhaps that's true... I need time to think before I make such a call, though. That's a major life change to make... and... I can't do so spur of the moment.

Take your time, we as human beings do have all the time in the world.

It's not so much I don't trust your call on this, but... see, my reasoning is... If I have to remain friends, at least I'm still able to be around her, even if not to the degree that I want. And if it ends in catastrophe... at least I tried to salvage the friendship... you know? Then again, from your standpoint... I hate to drag it out and risk getting hurt again... *sigh* This relationship was trouble. I should never have asked her out to begin with...

This'll all settle down and blow over when another takes your attention. Right now, heal. When you're ready, decide on someone who may like you as well.

Good call. Besides, can't let myself get all worked up and depressed. Devils Never Cry...

Goodluck. I am sure there are many ladies out there who would love to be with you.

Well, now that you mention it, I'm sure the old Devil Stud can find someone, right? heheh

I wouldn't doubt it.

Hey Jacc

Mornin', Fox. How's things?

So-so. Not much is going too great, but I'm constantly trying to improve. No point in me just saying things suck but doing nothing about it, if you get what I mean. How about you?

Same, more or less. But I'm getting back on my feet, slowly. It just took a few friends to remind me there was more to life than being depressed and dwelling on failures.

Good to hear things are getting better for you, man. What's the situation with Kit, if you don't mind me asking?