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Started by Kosta104 pages
Originally posted by silver_tears
I'm so glad you came back bb, this place isn't the same without you. cryoh

I felt my presence was needed, I also felt that I needed your presence. Then I felt something else, but we wont go in to that, yet. 😉.

Glad they convinced you to come back too ✅.

Originally posted by Kosta
I felt my presence was needed, I also felt that I needed your presence. Then I felt something else, but we wont go in to that, yet. 😉.

Glad they convinced you to come back too ✅.

Well I had no real reason for leaving in the first place besides al the failed love affairs and stalkers. dodgy
And a lot of cool peeps are still either here or are joining daily.
Pretty nifty place this.
God, I remember when we were younger here. crylaugh

Originally posted by silver_tears
Well I had no real reason for leaving in the first place besides al the failed love affairs and stalkers. dodgy
And a lot of cool peeps are still either here or are joining daily.
Pretty nifty place this.
God, I remember when we were younger here. crylaugh

HAHA indeed, I still lurk around older threads reading up on the crazy stuff we used to talk about. I miss some of the members that have disappeared in to real life. Pfft, real life disgust. You were like, my first hugely major crush 😮.

Originally posted by Kosta
HAHA indeed, I still lurk around older threads reading up on the crazy stuff we used to talk about. I miss some of the members that have disappeared in to real life. Pfft, real life disgust. You were like, my first hugely major crush 😮.

YOU LIE!

Really? 313

Originally posted by silver_tears
YOU LIE!

Really? 313

As if you didn't know 🙄. Of course really. ✅

Originally posted by Kosta
As if you didn't know 🙄. Of course really. ✅

I had no idea to be honest. laughcry
People around here aren't open about their feelings, and I am personally extremely oblivious it would seem.
I never know when someone like moi. mmm

Originally posted by silver_tears
I had no idea to be honest. laughcry
People around here aren't open about their feelings, and I am personally extremely oblivious it would seem.
I never know when someone like moi. mmm
You should just assume everyone does.mmm

Originally posted by mitchum
You should just assume everyone does.mmm

That's just cocky. sly

Originally posted by silver_tears
That's just cocky. sly
Aren't you?

Originally posted by silver_tears
I had no idea to be honest. laughcry
People around here aren't open about their feelings, and I am personally extremely oblivious it would seem.
I never know when someone like moi. mmm

😂 Well, now you know. ✅ People on here seem to be more open about negative feelings, than anything else. That much is true.

Originally posted by Kosta
😂 Well, now you know. ✅ People on here seem to be more open about negative feelings, than anything else. That much is true.

Indeed.
And it's always so nice to know someone cares about you right?
I have to admit, I kind of dug you too, specially after hearing you! droolio
With that failboat Michael all those years ago. haermm

Originally posted by mitchum
Aren't you?

Sometimes haermm

Originally posted by silver_tears
Indeed.
And it's always so nice to know someone cares about you right?
I have to admit, I kind of dug you too, specially after hearing you! droolio
With that failboat Michael all those years ago. haermm
haermm

Indeed, that's when i started to really like you, after I heard your voice and that accent. ✅ mmhmm.

Originally posted by Kosta
Indeed, that's when i started to really like you, after I heard your voice and that accent. ✅ mmhmm.

We should mat.....date. flirt1

I like the date part flirt, but what does 'mat' mean?

Originally posted by Kosta
I like the date part flirt, but what does 'mat' mean?

Was supposed to imply mate. vin

So tell me all about your life lately babe?
Girl, tricks, work, school, etc 🙂

Originally posted by silver_tears
Was supposed to imply mate. vin

So tell me all about your life lately babe?
Girl, tricks, work, school, etc 🙂

Girls - Nada for over a year. Haven't been bothered. I've been enjoying me time since the last messy brake up. Summer is here though, and I now have no excuse. Plus I'm starting to get shit from my friends for being single for too long. 😂 Bastards with their sex on tap.

Work - I just quit my job a couple of weeks ago. Sick of working in a liquor store in a low socioeconomic area, waiting to get stabbed and robbed 😛. I'm looking for work as a carer now as I am half way through my degree and am technically a qualified carer. One more semester and I will have the same qualifications as an Enrolled Nurse, so I'll get a job as one while I finish my 3rd year. It's a good way to get experience and definitely a great way to get paid 😛. The pay is awesome. For the moment though, since exams finished I'm enjoying a few weeks off without work or uni, which is something i haven't had the pleasure of doing in nearly 3 years. Good thing I had money saved.

Tricks - I'd love to show you in person flirt1

Getting back in to DJing now that I have some free time again. Have recently bought a MIDI keyboard so I can try making music of my own. Still learning though.

Apart from all that, just being my usual self, training in weights, and Jiu-Jitsu, taking a few weeks off the latter due to a back injury and till I find another job.

How about you? What's new in the world of Irene? I gather that you're in Uni now, what are you studying? How's the love life? 😂 More importantly, when do I get to meet you for some drinks and LOOOOOONG conversation? keke 😉.

people tell me it's a sin,
to know & love,
so much within.

Originally posted by silver_tears
people tell me it's a sin,
to know & love,
so much within.

Right on! 😛

Originally posted by Kosta

I'm sorry about the break up darling, it never gets easier if you care about the person.

Good luck with work! It sounds very exciting that you can start on your career path soon.

And I'm sorry to hear you hurt yourself. Hope for a speedy recovery!

As for me...
I broke up with a boyfriend of about 2 years just this past summer for me, so your winter, while I was away working in the states. Was hard to accept at first, kind of blindsided me, but was definitely for the better and necessary. Kind of hurts that he did it though. Really wounded my pride if nothing else haha.
I have a new one now, met at school through a friend, he's very good and kind to me, and I'm really attracted to him, but I'm kind of missing that spark right now, some deeper connection more than dating, you know something special, that one moment where you know it's right. I'm hoping it'll come, because the sparks were a huge part of my last relationship and they're very important to me.

I'm in school as we speak, finishing my first semester of my third year. Have exams starting this week actually. I kind of lost my motivation though if I'm honest, been a bit bored lately with it. I think I want a different life than something so traditional as school then career then family....

As for work, I don't work while I'm at school, I just take leaves for the months I'm away. But as soon as exams pass I'll be back at work at a home furnishings store. It's nothing major, but gives me some cash. This summer I'm going back to the states to work as a counselor for another year though.

Other than that the past year has been full of travel, went to England, New York, Pennsylvania, Quebec, Connecticut.
I'm turning 21 in March and I hope m 21st year is filled with even more travel than all the years before it combined!

So that's me laughcry

Originally posted by silver_tears
I'm sorry about the break up darling, it never gets easier if you care about the person.

Good luck with work! It sounds very exciting that you can start on your career path soon.

And I'm sorry to hear you hurt yourself. Hope for a speedy recovery!

Thanks, my back is pretty much back to normal now. I just have to keep stretching it everyday for a few minutes.

Originally posted by silver_tears
As for me...
I broke up with a boyfriend of about 2 years just this past summer for me, so your winter, while I was away working in the states. Was hard to accept at first, kind of blindsided me, but was definitely for the better and necessary. Kind of hurts that he did it though. Really wounded my pride if nothing else haha.
I have a new one now, met at school through a friend, he's very good and kind to me, and I'm really attracted to him, but I'm kind of missing that spark right now, some deeper connection more than dating, you know something special, that one moment where you know it's right. I'm hoping it'll come, because the sparks were a huge part of my last relationship and they're very important to me.

I know exactly how you feel. Mine was out of left field too, at least for me it was. It was losing that connection for me too that knocked me on my ass for quite some time. I had a lot of love to give, and having that opportunity taken away from you like that was heartbreaking. This is why I haven't really bothered looking for the past year. However, it's time to get back out there and look for something like that again. ✅ I'm glad to hear you've found someone that treats you the way you deserve to be treated, but why no spark? :confusion:

Originally posted by silver_tears
I'm in school as we speak, finishing my first semester of my third year. Have exams starting this week actually. I kind of lost my motivation though if I'm honest, been a bit bored lately with it. I think I want a different life than something so traditional as school then career then family....

Once again, we're on the same wavelength here. As much as I love Uni, and know it's for the best I get distracted and bored with it easily. It seems to me like once I finish it I'll be expected to get married, buy a house and have a family. I'd much rather finish it and just go somewhere else for a while. Wherever, I was thinking Japan or Canada and the US, Most likely Canada as I have some friends that are planning to go up there at the same time as I graduate. Don't get me wrong, a family would be great, but I'm not ready for that yet, and I don't think I will be for a few years to come. I'm too much of a kid at heart still.

Originally posted by silver_tears
As for work, I don't work while I'm at school, I just take leaves for the months I'm away. But as soon as exams pass I'll be back at work at a home furnishings store. It's nothing major, but gives me some cash. This summer I'm going back to the states to work as a counselor for another year though.

That's a good way of doing it. I prefer to work though as I like money too much 😛.

Originally posted by silver_tears
Other than that the past year has been full of travel, went to England, New York, Pennsylvania, Quebec, Connecticut.
I'm turning 21 in March and I hope m 21st year is filled with even more travel than all the years before it combined!

So that's me laughcry

That's really cool. I cant wait to travel. So much to see out there ✅. I'm sure your 21st will be filled with that and more. 😄