Originally posted by Kosta
I know exactly how you feel. Mine was out of left field too, at least for me it was. It was losing that connection for me too that knocked me on my ass for quite some time. I had a lot of love to give, and having that opportunity taken away from you like that was heartbreaking. This is why I haven't really bothered looking for the past year. However, it's time to get back out there and look for something like that again. ✅ I'm glad to hear you've found someone that treats you the way you deserve to be treated, but why no spark? :confusion:
Sorry to hear that babe. I'm the same way, lots of love to give, but some people are too afraid of being love, they don't know how to handle it.
As for the spark I think it may be because of how we came together. It was just a mutual thing, we were friends first and then just kinda decided hey let's give it a go. There was no exciting chase, no kind of passion I guess. I mean there's plenty of passion in intimacy but when we're not doing that it just feels to me like we're good friends. I think something's missing. That and I think the fact we never fight, like there's no deep emotions there. Have to do some thinking on that one.
Once again, we're on the same wavelength here. As much as I love Uni, and know it's for the best I get distracted and bored with it easily. It seems to me like once I finish it I'll be expected to get married, buy a house and have a family. I'd much rather finish it and just go somewhere else for a while. Wherever, I was thinking Japan or Canada and the US, Most likely Canada as I have some friends that are planning to go up there at the same time as I graduate. Don't get me wrong, a family would be great, but I'm not ready for that yet, and I don't think I will be for a few years to come. I'm too much of a kid at heart still.
Exactly! I get distracted and lose focus. I do enjoy it and know it's important these days but some parts of me rebel to it and I get lazy and start sabotaging myself because it isn't what I really want. My one consolation is that in a year and a half I'll be done. Afterwards I'm suppose to go to law school, but I feel a little suffocated by the prospect right now.
I don't object to the husband and kids, but only if they're compatible with the lifestyle I want. I may be selfish there, but at least I'm honest with myself. Traditional was never for me, and my parents have troubles understanding that.
That's really cool. I cant wait to travel. So much to see out there ✅. I'm sure your 21st will be filled with that and more. 😄
Oh yeah, there definitely is. I have this list of almost 70 places to visit before I kick the bucket. 😄
Originally posted by Ax3l
I can't handle this anymore. I NEED YOU.Man, it would suck if I was really like that.
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Why must you play with my emotions like that bb? cryoh
Hell, I need you. I'm a mess without you. I miss you so damn much. I miss being with you, I miss being near you. I miss your laugh. I miss your scent; I miss your musk. When this all gets sorted out, I think you and me should get an apartment together.