Originally posted by BackFire
If that's true then it sounds like you are suffering from depression and need to seek help.
I've been in therapy for quite a while — I'm actually fairly happy now, it's pretty astounding to me. I can't consider myself depressed, because that black veil has lifted, and overall, I am pretty good, pretty chill, pretty happy. But there still is nothing that truly, genuinely brings me happiness. The closest I got was recently smashing out Dark Souls 1 in two days, it was thrilling and entertaining, but true enjoyment? It never lasts. It ends when it ends.