The General Discussion Thread

Started by Piggle Humsy22,321 pages
Originally posted by Scribble
There is nothing I love. I know this seems hyperbolic, but it's true. There is nothing I truly enjoy.
Originally posted by BackFire
If that's true then it sounds like you are suffering from depression and need to seek help.

I concur. Real sign of depression that

Originally posted by Surtur
Damn we went from "I'm gonna be male" to dick shrinking awfully quick.
haermm

Anhedonia is defo a sign of depression but I think it's also just a general trait in some people. I only feel true happiness when I'm bonded with another person.

Originally posted by Piggle Humsy
I mean it’ll most like become my no1 lens

Macro photography is my desire, moving forward, so it’s a great investment tbh

Other than the moon stuff yknow

Originally posted by Piggle Humsy
I want to buy this macro lens but it’s over £300 and I feel like stressed about pressing “buy now”

Even tho I said I was gonna treat myself when I got my redundancy monies.. which I did

DO IT! Lenses are expensive, but they're also basically the whole point of owning a camera. God, I've fallen in love with lenses before.

If you watch some of my student films, you can practically imagine me creaming whilst shooting them, although honestly I didn't, I'm not some Weinstein wannabe

Originally posted by Surtur
high five for arbitrary synchronicity

I assumed my depression was gone because of xyz (not the member) but I guess the whole "I find nothing enjoyable" speaks other volumes, damn

It's like a depression I can't even fully feel, but I know is there

I enjoy nothing. Things are either easy or hard...

I developed a lot of my trans identity around Eon, so this is gonna be hard tbh. Even this morning we were chatting about it. What the actual ****. How am I supposed to carry on?

Originally posted by Scribble
I assumed my depression was gone because of xyz (not the member) but I guess the whole "I find nothing enjoyable" speaks other volumes, damn

It's like a depression I can't even fully feel, but I know is there

I enjoy nothing. Things are either easy or hard...

That first line got me like wtf at first haermm

Eon wrote poetry about me and it was cute but it also brought up a lot of warning signs I should have spotted:

"Lithe dollyesque limbs enshroud your reality, for yours is the life of a beatific toy. Doll of vagaries and staunch belief, do you too realize that this is also a dream? A dream to soon become undone. O, my dreaming doll..."

That's super creepy

I was merely an object to him

YouTube video

He was the first guy I was genuinely homo attracted to, other than my dead ex-boyfriend

🙁

Everyone who likes me is either dead or a goddamn liar!

I'm going on HRT because nobody will ever love me again so I may as well not have kids

You mean like like

Cause I like you and I’m not a gd liar

OR AM I?!

NOW I AM DOUBTING MYSELF ha-son

Originally posted by Piggle Humsy
You mean like like

Cause I like you and I’m not a gd liar

I meant in like a sexual / romantic way

Like everyone I get involved with either dumps me, cheats on me, rejects me after being cool with me, or lies tf to me and then hurts me

The only person who didn't do that was the one person I did hurt

I am in Hell on Earth, and I made it

I bought the lens! I BOUGHT IT!

firefirefireph

Arrives 1st-3rd August

But maybe later with corona Idk idk