Originally posted by Scribble
I don't think you realise A) how much I hate the world and existence from a general perspective and B) how much pain I carry with me every dayLike it's beyond any physical pain I've ever had, it feels like I'm constantly being stabbed in the heart and being hit over the head with a dumbbell
I've seen women lose multiple children and still not kill themselves so if you identify as a woman is it like a really inferior weak one?
Originally posted by ScribbleWell, take this,
I think Lily has her moments. (Okay, I have watched it a fair bit, one of my uni housemates was really into it)Friends is pretty bad imo. Chandler has his moments, but other than him, I only cared about Joey and Phoebe, who are great, and the show should have been about them.
Originally posted by SurturNow if you don't know, Lily lied to Marshall constantly, threatened divorce, cheated on him then begged him to get back with her because she got preggers.
Well Robin also kept spreading 'em for various men in the group.No you don't date a guy and then f*ck his friend and then date the friend and marry him and then go crawling back to the original guy when his wife dies.
Like I said, awfully written show.
Originally posted by SurturYes, I am incredibly weak, and incredibly sensitive. Or perhaps I am just very very sensitive and actually fairly strong comparably, and I'm just reaching the end of my power. Or maybe I am just weak. I'm not sure.
I've seen women lose multiple children and still not kill themselves so if you identify as a woman is it like a really inferior weak one?
I don't actually identify as a woman, I don't identify as anything. I barely exist.
I just suffer constantly for seemingly no reason and it's incredibly boring. I'd rather be dead. Life is just dull torture.
Originally posted by BlakemoreI missed that bit, that sounds pretty shit, tbf
Well, take this,Now if you don't know, Lily lied to Marshall constantly, threatened divorce, cheated on him then begged him to get back with her because she got preggers.
Like I said, awfully written show.
Lily sounds like Ross, but somehow worse??
Originally posted by SurturI'm not really going through a big thing. Nothing is that big. Life is essentially a meaningless charade that we act through because we feel obliged to, and end up convincing ourselves it means something. It doesn't. In 100 years everyone we know now will be dead. In 1000, there's a high likelihood that humanity will already be gone, or otherwise so removed from what it is now that nothing we do will make a difference or hold any relevance.
I feel like you more than likely won't do itDon't kill yourself cuz I said that tho, like to spite me
Trans folk are so emotional so I think your mind will change. You're going through a big thing now.
There is no inherent meaning to anything. Thus, if I'm living a meaningless, painful and boring life, it simply isn't worth living. Suicide is a rational response to the basic conditions of sapient existence.
Originally posted by SurturI have a novel to finish, and a job to finish. I also have to plan the circumstances, write an extensive suicide note and finalise mixing my last album. I'm too busy to die right now. I also want to see just how shit next year will be. Maybe I'll keep living, as I say, I'm terrified that I won't have the gumption to finish it. Some people are not built for suicide.
I feel like if life was this horrid you'd just end it now.You can use your parents as an excuse, but in the end why tack on another year of pain?
Originally posted by Scribble
My mind is so ****ing defective that 30% of my day is spent trying to ignore intrusive mental images of a butter knife being forced down my urethra.I feel sick almost constantly at the thought. But my mind won't stop making me not only see this disgusting, horrifying image but also feel it
Lol you got me. You almost had me, but this post confirms you're just messing around.