The General Discussion Thread

hey guys it's me

i know i do this then never come back

i wanna thank this place and you guys for letting me be me

whether you wanted it or not

but this place felt safe to me

even if i was ignored for the most part

i mean i did get the millionth post, so suck it! i deserve it!

Now though

shit's complicated, shit's weird

i'm not reaching out..

I'm just confused when people can't understand

specifically my parents, as if they have zero responsible for me. now i'm being a cry baby i know... my parents were "there"

idk why i wanna be a **** up but i do

and i hate hurting ppl

idk why ppl could love me

they shouldn't

cause i wanna hurt, and in doing so would reciprocate in hurting in return

i just wanna dwell

it seem like i want a downward spiral

but someone loves me too much, idk why... she's keeping me from it... should i be appreciative.. i should. i know that's the right answer. my insides are rotten though. i wanna fall... i wanna succumb