but then like you say...like maybe there is no point in going to new york like, like maybe i think like my shits about to hit the fan but maybe there isn't a fan at all
maybe im just like complicating everything
i mean would running off to new york really help me at all?
running off to new york, a place way bigger than bridgend or cardiff, a place where everyone else runs off to to try and make something of themselves, thus cancelling each other out, i mean why can't i make something of myself in this dead end town you know?
what am i gonna do when i get to new york? buy an acoustic guitar, become a political activist and hold sit ins for no ****ing reason while trying to justify myself running away to a city i would know little about and talk about how i don't want a normal life or a normal job and how i just wanna do what i wanna do and cause you only have one life you might as well do it
maybe i should just stay home you know, see how long i can stay home watching tv avoiding work and avoiding living life and enjoying it
MAYBE i should like not run away to new york and like start my own revolution here in shitty bridgend, but what have i got to go against? i mean like local bands can play in the rec and bars through town but i dunno maybe i just wanna start my own gilman street or my own zine or you know just try and start something, theres gotta be something i can do like? well maybe that question is the reason i feel i wanna run off to new york
Originally posted by ~Wålshy~umm, revolts are bad?
but then like you say...like maybe there is no point in going to new york like, like maybe i think like my shits about to hit the fan but maybe there isn't a fan at all
maybe im just like complicating everything
i mean would running off to new york really help me at all?running off to new york, a place way bigger than bridgend or cardiff, a place where everyone else runs off to to try and make something of themselves, thus cancelling each other out, i mean why can't i make something of myself in this dead end town you know?
what am i gonna do when i get to new york? buy an acoustic guitar, become a political activist and hold sit ins for no ****ing reason while trying to justify myself running away to a city i would know little about and talk about how i don't want a normal life or a normal job and how i just wanna do what i wanna do and cause you only have one life you might as well do it
maybe i should just stay home you know, see how long i can stay home watching tv avoiding work and avoiding living life and enjoying it
MAYBE i should like not run away to new york and like start my own revolution here in shitty bridgend, but what have i got to go against? i mean like local bands can play in the rec and bars through town but i dunno maybe i just wanna start my own gilman street or my own zine or you know just try and start something, theres gotta be something i can do like? well maybe that question is the reason i feel i wanna run off to new york
shit, all i did was move, and im already doing better and feeling better.
i haven't done shit yet.