Help me desensitize myself

I had it going good for a day online, I mean it was a good start, then out of the blue she all the sudden gets a boyfriend, the guy looks like a toothpick, and blow it, I show my jealousy right to her face, I let it all out and pretend like we had something when we didn't.

I knew her one day, online, sure she gave me her number and we talkeed on the phone for a few hours, but she said it was all "non-enjoyable" for her and now she doesn't want to talk to me anymore because I acted like a child and blew it.

Now she thinks me as a groveling mongrel and we haven't even met, but we could have, I blew it again.

There's zero hope for a relationship between us now.

But this GUY, this toothpick, I feel like he snatched her away from me and then I am more worthy.

And I know that sounds and what it insinuates, no, my biggest problem, my greatest weakness, has always been my strong feelings for people, for girls.

Take that away and I'm flawless. So please help me desensitize myself so I don't **** up anymore relationships prematurely! PLEASE!

Firstly the picture doesn't work and secondly I'm finding it hard to care 😉 ha-son

Originally posted by steverules_2
Firstly the picture doesn't work and secondly I'm finding it hard to care 😉 ha-son

I hate this guy. He pretty much looks like a skinny strip of burnt baken except he's pale.

So what now?

Why don't you go for someone not online?

Originally posted by MasterMyOwnMind
I had it going good for a day online, I mean it was a good start, then out of the blue she all the sudden gets a boyfriend, the guy looks like a toothpick, and blow it, I show my jealousy right to her face, I let it all out and pretend like we had something when we didn't.

I knew her one day, online, sure she gave me her number and we talkeed on the phone for a few hours, but she said it was all "non-enjoyable" for her and now she doesn't want to talk to me anymore because I acted like a child and blew it.

Now she thinks me as a groveling mongrel and we haven't even met, but we could have, I blew it again.

There's zero hope for a relationship between us now.

But this GUY, this toothpick, I feel like he snatched her away from me and then I am more worthy.

And I know that sounds and what it insinuates, no, my biggest problem, my greatest weakness, has always been my strong feelings for people, for girls.

Take that away and I'm flawless. So please help me desensitize myself so I don't **** up anymore relationships prematurely! PLEASE!

Second.....Well, that's chicks for you. One day they are all into you then BAM, nothing. Guys do it too, don't get me wrong, but girls are more prone to it IMO.

My advice? Ignore her. Do not call, do not IM, do not E mail, cease all forms of communication. If she contacts you, of course give a courtesy reply, but act as if it doesn't matter, as if you are fine, do NOT let on that you are hung up on her. This advice works for girls on guys too.

I think he should sleep with her and then never call or see her again

Originally posted by steverules_2
So what now?

Why don't you go for someone not online?

Oh there's nothing for me offline, I have pop n rep at school, no one's gonna hang out with on a whim, there's no where I can outside the confines of my rep popularity to hang out with women my age. I am truly ****ed to dwell on this rare opportunity I ****ed myself on.

Originally posted by steverules_2
I think he should sleep with her and then never call or see her again

Internet porn is your friend

Originally posted by Rogue Jedi
First of all, you have many flaws besides that, we all do. It's insane to say you have one flaw.

Second.....Well, that's chicks for you. One day they are all into you then BAM, nothing. Guys do it too, don't get me wrong, but girls are more prone to it IMO.

My advice? Ignore her. Do not call, do not IM, do not E mail, cease all forms of communication. If she contacts you, of course give a courtesy reply, but act as if it doesn't matter, as if you are fine, do NOT let on that you are hung up on her. This advice works for girls on guys too.

I've already cornered the market on ur advice, 'tis to make little of a difference on our dead relationship. Little to none, she will break up with him soon, she has a history of rushing into relationships and fails to realize she's being a hypocrite on my behalf. I'm mad and in love at the same time. But I called 5 times before excepting that I lost, now she truly doesn't want any of me.

Originally posted by steverules_2
I think he should sleep with her and then never call or see her again

Hhaha, that's a fantasy.

I give such good advice

Originally posted by MasterMyOwnMind
I've already cornered the market on ur advice, 'tis to make little of a difference on our dead relationship. Little to none, she will break up with him soon, she has a history of rushing into relationships and fails to realize she's being a hypocrite on my behalf. I'm mad and in love at the same time. But I called 5 times before excepting that I lost, now she truly doesn't want any of me.

Could go for that guy in the pic I posted

Originally posted by Rogue Jedi
Then to hell with her, move on. You can do better.

Actually the only place to go is the recplex, and there's no single or alone lonely women that would be a good **** there.

So no, I can't do better and be satisfied. In college my opportunities will at least be finite, but now, I'm alone, completely and utterly, ALONE!

Get a prostitute

Originally posted by steverules_2
Get a prostitute

Not 18.

It all comes down to patience.

You sound like a Class A loser.

Originally posted by MasterMyOwnMind
Not 18.

It all comes down to patience.

I think it comes down to masturbating

Originally posted by Skittle
You sound like a Class A loser.

It's the truth. Plus I don't the use of my right hand cause of severed tendons and nerves, so beating it's also out of the question. 😬

Least I'm a good looking guy.