Turns out I literally have disassociate multi-personality disorder

Originally posted by Astner
That may be truer than you'd think, because I'm considering going back for a PhD, and the pay of a doctorate in Sweden is roughly a third of what I'm making now.

Actually you'd still be making less, never-mind then.

If I don't disprove the Beal conjecture while working towards my bachelors, and I intend to do so. I can coast off interest at around your earnings, but I won't have to work and I'll be in a more industrialized area than you.

As far as being smart, intelligence is the result of applying more effort to everything - the brain's processes do improve to suit. It even effects the preset IQ of your offspring.

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Apparently I have two instances of anterograde amnesia (knocking a kid out in second grade, and a brownout from when I got in this dude's face with one time). Those are okay, the doctor says, because I'm just letting down the mental barriers we all have against doing something we morally consider wrong. It's like when I was wrestling, the thing causing me to pussy-out and conserve energy during the match was the thing giving me fear and preventing me from hurting my opponent with eye-gouging, hitting, etc cetra.

But then he said I've two or more instances of psychological repression. That's not okay, he says. I apparently have an underlying and instinctual psychotic predisposition (given how early the symptoms were present). I do remember the incident of me engaging in animal abuse, but it gets fuzzy when I try to remember confronting the owner afterwards. The other repressed memory was hiding the gun, because I was on the brink of suicide.

The psychotic predisposition is associated with dopamine. If I'm on a depressant such as Abilify, the instances of psychosis will go down. Which was what created a gap between me being a varsity freshman wrestler and ultimately a JV wrestler. Then there's the issue of this lack of dope causing me to eat and masturbate more to satisfy a dopamine-craving. I told the doctor, I don't want to develop gynecomastia just because I'm Patrick Bateman.

I have to live with an almost permanent weight-gain because of the shit I was forced to take in high-school. I don't want depressants, I want to fix this, I want uppers like Ritalin and I want to embrace myself.

I'd put that gun to my head, while loaded, like 5 times.

I'm sick of being told how to behave and I'm sick of having to work so that I can purchasing power. Everyone could be handed the same shit and it could all be accounted for.

I'm sick of being told how to think and how to act. If I do something that someone else doesn't like, then I'll pay for it by their hand. I don't like this new setup.

Do yourself and everyone around you a massive favor. Get rid of that gun. Sell it and buy yourself something nice.

Originally posted by Robtard
Move out of your parent's house and be independent first, it's about time you popped your mommy's titty out your mouth, son.

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Originally posted by Robtard
Do yourself and everyone around you a massive favor. Get rid of that gun. Sell it and buy yourself something nice.

I thought Astner had 3 masters degrees and earned 93 thousand a year? That's the only reason I could think this b*tch is with him while telling me to get a degree through subliminal messages? She doesn't want to have to work cause she's a nit-witted intellectual elitist (bad combo btw) and she's lazy? That's what I gathered.

Although she likes the acoustic guitar and men she can control, so perhaps that's why she's with Astner and not me.

Originally posted by Oneness
I don't know where it is, that's why it's called repression.

I thought Astner had 3 masters degrees and earned 93 thousand a year? That's the only reason I could think this b*tch is with him while telling me to get a degree through subliminal messages? She doesn't want to have to work cause she's a nit-witted intellectual elitist (bad combo btw) and she's lazy? That's what I gathered.

Although she likes the acoustic guitar and men she can control, so perhaps that's why she's with Astner and not me.

Whoever "she" is, I assure you she's not with Astner. You have my word as a gentlemen on this.

Oh, that's 93,000 SEK. So about 10,000 USD. Feel better now?

No, he said he made 3 times as much as me.

That means 99,000 USD and like over 1,000,000 SEK apparently.

Or maybe he got the conversion wrong, cause I make 23 thousand a year, my family makes over 90,000 a year, and I don't feel the urge to bust my butt in college to move out...like...ever, girl, sorry.

I can pull in about 90,000 a year by gaining experience enough to be an owner operator from this job if I have to live over the road. If I can move to upper management I might not even have to do that to live off of what 70,000 a year.

Astner is a pathological liar though.

Proof: 3 X 23 = 69 and 4 x 23 = 92

Do you really think an Astner amounts to 4.3 Onenessess? I don't think so!

You both do have something in common though, Astner never intends to leave his parent's house either. Mother's milk and all that.

Originally posted by Robtard
Astner is a pathological liar though.

Proof: 3 X 23 = 69 and 4 x 23 = 92

Do you really think an Astner amounts to 4.3 Onenessess? I don't think so!

You both do have something in common though, Astner never intends to leave his parent's house either. Mother's milk and all that.

The principle at my high school even said that it's good I'm living at home still. The rich have you by the balls.