Anti-androgens to reduce libido?
Testosterone seems to be the root of all evil as it's responsible for dark triad personalities, autism, impulsive decisions, high-risk decisions, sex urges, etc, etc.
I will be writing an essay on why this type of traditional man is obsolete in our modern society as well as why the future lies in women (feminist personalities), but in the mean time I'm trying to reshape myself for the better.
After several years of thought, I've decided that I want to remain celibate for the entirety of my life.
There is no rational explanation for why I should pro-create with a woman. Literally none.
I am very masculine by genetics (e.g great physique, great muscle-mass despite not working out those regions, strong sex drive).
I hate this about me though and I will do anything to get rid of it. Physical strength is no longer needed in a world with machines. A man's reproductive capacity can be fulfilled by a sperm bank. Our social skills/intelligence are naturally less than those of women--which in a burden in an increasingly interconnected & social world/economy.
Attraction to women has traditionally been man's greatest weakness. No need to go indepth. Just watch Casino or any of Martin Scorsese's other movies. MGTOW exists for a reason. Thinking with your dick is not acceptable.
Anyway I joined #NoFap several weeks ago to try and curb my sexual appetite. Unfortunately the members over there have told me that I'm doing it for the wrong reasons and it's actually going to backfire. I've noticed too. Going this long without fapping has caused me to become extremely sensitive to women in my every-day life. They distract me in class, at work, etc. I feel as though I need to live in Saudi Arabia just to prevent myself from losing my god damn mind.
So since #NoFap is actually just making things worse, I'm going to pursue anti-adrogenics. My only reservations are that testosterone is needed by the body to maintain good overall health---more importantly to me, it ensures good cognitive function which I need for my field of study.
Has anyone here taken anti-androgenics? If so, what was your experience? I'm thinking about starting with herbal stuff like chaste tree.
Did you experience other side-affects in addition to libido reduction?