24/7 surt. don't you mean to ask "how did you hurt yourself"? Over and over, across subforums? but fine, I'll answer your newly rebranded and malice-free pretend-concern question for the benefit of anyone curious (not you/brolly/ddm/sm/eon). Basically I'm typing the following for anyone who will not be bookmaking it for later group-stalking games. It's the least I can do, since you were so kind as to fibally stop suggesting deliberate self harm (unfortunately this only occured after you were banned)"What happened": I was walking on the sidewalk, on the way to get a haircut, with not an immediate care or bother in the world, Simply enjoying a leisurely birthday weekend, having a stroll, and feeling pretty positive (in a low-key 2020 way), then *bam* I suddenly felt extremely lightheaded and switched off a few seconds later.
in what seemed like a few seconds, I woke up post-op ln the icu with full awareness and ability to communicate, and began a very illuminating and mutually helpful conversation with my surgeon. immediately after this chat, I was feeling amazed at what I had survived at so little personal cost to my mind. So after my self back-pating moment, i made my rounds on the phone, updated and calmed down worried family and friends... Then checked the news on my browser, and soon ended up on kmc (of course),.
So basically I made a general comment in the otf social thread about having new stitches on my face, speaking to nobody directly ... Then you immediately and unrelentingly staked and trolled me, accusing me of deliberate self harm, across subforums, and no doubt you were the star of whatever voltron party you were attending privately at the time. all the mods need do is truly and fully look at our post histories and the truth of my indictment of you is obvious.
as far as this perceived "threat", I never threatened you even once, liar. i simply invited you to a nyc street fight in the date/time/location of your choosing, and gave you the preview of the outcome, because I certainly did not want to miscommunicate my offer as one of those "let's box a little bit and have some beers after for bonding and friendship" scenarios. I made no implication of even momentarily interfering with your right to personal safety, and the offer for you to cower out was obviously on the table always (and now, and also in perpetuity). I left it up to you to decide yes/no, to reach out to me in order to initiate and facilitate this "meeting" (on your own and by your own decision). you were never in danger of being stalked/harmed and yet you no doubt will continue to enthusiastically lie about it.
I had recently woken up in the icu after my first (hopefully last) seizure ever. I was fully aware from the time I opened my eyes, with a clarity that you can't imagine. I immediately saw what the mods failed to see: that you were knowingly making sport of someone in their first hours of post-op, accusing them of deliberate self harm. So, I rationalized that you needed to have your behavior corrected, and that job position was currently vacant