All my life I've chased after the impossible and while I was chasing them, no one was ever chasing me till I stopped chasing them. And here was this young guy chasing me, looking at me like I was the only person alive. Engaging in conversation. Trying to get to know me.
My ex is gorgeous he could get anyone. Hes kind, sweet and humble. I love being with him because he is so vulnerable at times. He's dating someone new who he's keeping a secret. Mainly because he doesn't want to hurt me.
I guess what I'm saying is---I want to be alone. Figure out something's.