My beloved has called me asking me to join him and a friend this evening. Funny how the universe conspires against me. I've been waiting two weeks for a call and nothing. Am I to be your muse God am I? He sounded pleasant as if he had met someone new or it could be the excitement of Christmas. He ignored my messages all week only replied, "Okay and got it! ,as if my life wasn't worthy of writing anything more sentimental.
I was previously sick on strong meds for a month. I had to avoid my friends because I was locked inside. Working was difficult from home. And at times I spent most of my days inside without seeing the sun at all. I had to force myself to go out while sick so I could get a little bit of sun. Now that that's over I got a flu!