Reven_Nite
ruled by inner creature
he had stared to her, stared and wondered as she looked inside of the box, then as she began to go though his collection of poems. staring endlessly, losing himself in the deep pits, bottomless seemingly wich were her eyes. He could keep falling forever in her embrase. Feeling her gentle curves press to his wounded form. The pain returned, ofcourse the pain returned, yet he moved the box from his abdomens and gently let his arms fold around her, letting his hands rest on the small of her back
his eyes closed as he lost himself in the pain, in the sharp stinging sensation of her lite form against his muscular wounded chest. Yet there was something else ... Masonic culture involved cleansing though pain, in that moment he understood what was meant by that. To be able to lose all the past scars within the pain of a new one.
beyond the surface however there was something else, beyond the pain and beyond the thoughts there was something unexpected, something wich was willing to utterly give itself over to her care, to know that she wouldn't break his heart. That she would turn and hold his hand, pick him up, pull him outof the deep depts wich treatened to drown him
To him they danced endlessly, and when finally he returned to reality her face was but inches away from his own, his eyes opening slowly as he smiled ... that smile only she could bring forward, sweet god ... they were ritme and song togetter, she was the words to the song his heart chose to sing again
Soft words to wich he danced, gently walking. As a newborn babe taking his first steps, his right hand lifted gently, strangly enough there was no pain, his chest didn't burn, didn't sting. It was asif time stood still as he touched her cheek gently, only the fingertips in a featherlight touch to her face, his eyes closing as he braught his head up gently, kissing her soft lips ever tenderly, one of those kisses where two peoples lips molded togetter for an instant, and when they parted it seemed endlessly afterwards that one could still feel his beloveds touch
he held her close, dispite that the stitches were fresh, he held her close till finally he gently turned onto his side, laying her to the bed and taking the other bigger box he had put on his abdomens, opening it gently and placing it in between them
"my mother ... died giving birth to me. Dispite everything wich has happened in my existance, it is my biggest secret. One I wish to share with you, no secrets between you and I, only the truth and trust"
it was one of the things, a way he loved a woman, utter surrender, love ... and above all else, complete trust
within the box, were pictures, drawings, some fabric and a lock of hair. All the small things he did have of his mother