Originally posted by a1hsauce" hey um.. do you have my adress..?" she asked, blushing alittle. her 5th floor condo's carpet was daplled with the drops from her jumping out of the shower
alex came up to the second floor and felt his pants vibrate..he pulled out his phone and saw it was Krystas number.. "hello" he answered"ahhh..no not really, just looking for that cat, Robert I think is his name and Jana" said Logan looking a lil suspiciously at the guy in front of him...he looked a bit nervous
Reality's smiled slowly faded as he told her what he found of her. Her little secret. Her eyes turned to the matress beneath the two and began to doodle on it with her fingers, hoping it'd help prevent the tears. It was silent for a few minutes until he ran his hand across her neck. Her eyes closed and looked up at him, opening slowly to him. Her vision was blurry and she felt wetness creeping over the lid at he bottom of her eye.
"My parents. They died in a carcrash when I was 10." She blinked, breaking the barrier as a stream flowed down her cheek. She knew it wasn't as bad as not having known your mom all your life, but sometimes Reality wondered if it would have been better if she didn't know them. That maybe if she never knew them from her birth, if she didn't get those 10 special years with them, maybe she would have been better off then having to face that fact that she may never get to see their faces except for the pictures etched in her head. That their laughter will never ring through her ears. That she will never get to be held in their arms when she gets a scraped knee ever again. Maybe if she never knew them, then she wouldn't have to come to the fact each day that her parents broke their promise and lef. Not knowing that just years later she'd be abandoned anyways by someone who had chosen to take her in.
It was something that always seemed to become the center of her thoughts. But now she had someone to share it with. She looked back at the bed between them. "Would you rather not have parents at all," She paused. "Then to have some only to lose them 10 years down the road and having to live with the fact that someone that close died. Having to know that you had to realize things much earlier than you should? Being turned outkast because kids made fun of you because you couldn't help but turn mute after they leave?" She looked up at him. She knew her eyes were throbbing with the salty liquid cries. She could feel them as the pulsed out her eyes.
Reality couldn't understand why it was so hard. It was 7 years ago, why couldn't she talk about it without looking like this. Especially with someone who never knew their mom. Mom. That word faded from her head as quick as it came. She pressed her index finger and thumb to her eyes as she bit her bottom lip. "I'm sorry." Her voice had been trembly and shaky the whole time she spoke. She removed her fingers from her eyes. "I shouldn't be like this. I have no reason." She removed her proped elbow and lied on her back, loosely folding her arms across her forehead. "Sorry." She repeated it. Staring up at the cieling.
Originally posted by Tela
Jana said something in German to Robert who chuckled."I totally agree."
Jana laughed. "We should go."
Shane arched an eyebrow.
((Sorry for not being here, my friends Mikey and Jason (who are, incidentally, made up of pure evil) kidnapped me and made me go swimming and bowling. There was nothing I could do! Blame them. ^_^;; ))
Ashley blinked at Jana and Robert, shrugged, and then turned to Shane. He offered no more than a casual wave, and, "later" and turned toward the door. He wasn't really concerned with being polite at the moment.
Originally posted by silvertsume
" hey um.. do you have my adress..?" she asked, blushing alittle. her 5th floor condo's carpet was daplled with the drops from her jumping out of the shower
Originally posted by black_goku#1
oh hey those are my friends i could call em for ya