love is blind

She slowly woke up to discover her headache was still there and she was still dizzy. She quietly moaned. She still felt sick to her stomach as she got out of the car, almost throwing up in his driveway. She slowly stood up and glanced around. "Is your dad home?" She held onto the side of the car to balance herself.

"No. Not for two days. Another business trip... ((itll be hilarious to find out thats he gay... dad not paul...)) Come on." He led her up to her room and gave hr the other side of his bed, and he just sat on a chair that was next to it. "Are feeling alirght?"

(( haha, that would be funny 😂 because it would be very unexpected. ))

Jasmin climbed into the bed and under the covers. She was still in all of her clothes. She laid on her side, her stomach still feeling shaky. She rested her head against the pillow. She nodded a little to answer his question. She thought for a moment as she struggled to keep her eyes open. "Hey Paul, I'm sorry I yelled at you." She told him quietly. "I really am. I love you. I didn't mean any of it, and I didn't mean to hit you."

Paultought that her actions were wierd. She had been drinking more steadily and getting drunk more often. He was begging to think she was an alcoholic, or at least on the road to alcoholism.

"I-I love you to Jasmin. The reason that I didnt have sex with is because... I wasnt so sure that you really wanted to to. You were very drunk."

"I know." She said quietly. "Can we please not talk about it?" Jasmin felt bad enough as it was. She then tapped the empty side of the bed. "Will you sleep with me?" (( the non sex way 😉 ))

(( oh dangit...))

"Sure." Paul got up from his chair and laid down next toh er and wrapped bot arms around her.

She cuddled against him as she fell asleep in his arms. Fell asleep isn't exactly the right term, it was more like passing out. Either way, she was glad he was there for her. It meant a lot to her.

Paul FELL ASLEEP, holding her in his arms. Wasnt quite what he was hoping for, but it meant somethign 2 him. He was glad she was there.

In the middle of the night Jasmin woke up, sweating and feeling boiling hot. She tossed the covers off and kicked off her leather pants to the floor, but left her shirt on. She cuddled back up next to Paul and quickly fell asleep.

((whatdid it originally say?))

"Jasmin? you still awake."

(( it origionally said jeans... then I remembered she was wearing leather pants ))

She had just drifted off to sleep when he called her name. She heard his voice and answered. "No." She kept her eyes closed as she spoke. "Sorry, I was hot." Her voice was just above a whisper.

Paul hoevered his head above hers for a second, then kissed her slowly.

She kissed him back. It was a nice slow kiss that slowly became passionate and long.

He coitued to kiss her, eventualy getting on top of her and carresing her.

She still kissed him back, running her fingers through his hair. She felt him getting excited and quickly pulled away. "I'm sorry, I can't do this now." She said quietly. She felt horrible for saying it, but she wasn't ready. "I'm sorry."

"If you're not ready... then neitr am I. I fyou dn't want to now, then i wont push it."

She moved her hand to the back of his head and carressed her fingers through his hair gently. "Thank you for understanding." She leaned up and kissed his lips gently.

"But... why?" He felt stupid for not understanding why

She thought for a moment, it was hard to put into words. "I guess I'm scared." She told him, feeling embarrassed. "I've only done it with one other person." She admitted quietly to him. That one guy she first had sex with was someone she didn't want to remember, the relationship had ended horribly.

"Who?" He aked as thoughtfully ssas possible ((my hands and fingurs are numb)))