An email from oneself
I sit here as i read you email
quite numb as tears fall from my eyes
From a little girl being raped to abuse
who had your fair share of monsters
I never cried so much like i did today
I coudn't see through all my tears
The pain stabbed me in the heart
As if some one came at me with a knife
You should have screamed for help
Your mother should have known
How could you lock all this away
didn't you even have a friend
well half way down your email
I heard of a baby and cried
Maybe that could have saved you
from trying to take your own life
But years from all that horror and pain
You have your little angels
and when life gets tough and hard
Just think of them and smile
No man is ever worth self torture
No matter what he does
So promise me Casey
as i wrote my final words
That if the pain of the past ever takes control
or a man hurts you in any way
You were look at those darling angels
and thank them in every special way