Why is it so F#$#@@@!!! hard to live in this world?

Originally posted by Tassie
notworthy WOW, you have such a way with words!! shock 😍 one of the best poets I know.. not that I know many, anyways, heh bag

thank you Lady Tass. notworthy here is a song I made up last night at work. guess what I was thinking about, and win an apple! haha!

As I'm going going through my night,
I start thinking: I should be sleepin',
I should be sleeping in your arms,
Away from this life,
I should be dreaming in your arms,
Safe and in the night,
I should be sleepin',
I shouldn't be weeping,

Unfinished.

you've an old soul in you eh? warrior that doth dreameth much....your poems are somewhat similar to some of mine in that they're almost an archaic form: the epic poem which is really cool

now i'm not so alone 😱

hahaaha groovy man. go back about 6 pages and you'll see i said i was born 500 years late. should have been born in the days of Kings, Ladies, Quests, and, of course, Knights. Eh, whaddya gonna do? Thanks to all my readers near and far.

This is NOT MY work, but is such a cool song, I had to post it.
From: INCUBUS
Title: I MISS YOU
Album: Make Yourself

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said,
I miss you.(?)

I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days but already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
And I miss you.

Feeling very F@#$$#@! lonely right about now... fegh.

And now for some new blood.

What kind of nonsense must I put myself through?
All I want is to talk to you.
I see the beauty you've captured me with,
And I enjoy each and every riff;
So play me a new song, sing it straight,
Was our meeting just simple fate?
Thinking of you and seeing you in her,
The only difference, you are lighter.
She has a deep darkness dwelling inside,
Why do you all think these feelings can hide?
I saw her eyes and saw her pain,
But love bloomed there with new reign,
Should I speak again to her, tell me please!?!
I write this sitting; my soul's on his knees!
Have I seen an angel to with heaven depart?
Or a demon that now invades my hidden heart?
Tam, I wish you were with me to tell me what to do!
Why can't I be much closer to you?
The miles stretch on between all of us here,
And I am left alone with my doubt and my fear.
Speak once more and advise me with wisdom!
Should I allow her into the kingdom?
Why won't you answer me? Just a word! What?
I should go my own way, stop whining, and get off my butt?!?!
What kind of answer is that? Ok Ok...
The only answer that I'll get this day.
Carpe' Diem, Hoka Hey!
Let us see what we shall say.

Sorta for my friend tammie(whattup!) and mostly for this mysterious girl I now know...

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
This is NOT MY work, but is such a cool song, I had to post it.
From: INCUBUS
Title: I MISS YOU
Album: Make Yourself

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said,
I miss you.(?)

I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days but already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
And I miss you.

Feeling very F@#$$#@! lonely right about now... fegh.

Nice song.. I lover Incubus 😊 Don't have this album, though 😕 I have two others of theirs...

Nice new stuff 😊 Why art thou lonely ? 🙁

Originally posted by Tassie
Nice song.. I lover Incubus 😊 Don't have this album, though 😕 I have two others of theirs...

Nice new stuff 😊 Why art thou lonely ? 🙁

A simple question with a complex answer: I am 22, hittin 23 december, have had a fiancee', plenty-o-girlfriends and dates, but i always am missing one thing: unity. When i have been with the girls in my past, either I cared more for them or they cared more for me; typically the former than the latter thank God. I just want to have a lady to hold, one who'll hold me, someone who can have fun with life and yet have seriousness too, you know, not ditzy?! A loving woman who has compassion for all, not just those she likes, and definitely not a woman who will use compassion and love as weapons like my last girlfriend.
Heck, I don't even want a girlfriend, just a really awesome woman that I can spend time with, go to movies or out to eat with, six flags, you name it, just female companionship... just can't seem to find it. blarghhh!!! hahaha... well, that is the problem in a nutshell.

now that that/
that that that that that that /
haha
is through, how bout a new poem?

I see you standing but your image wavers,
Like a cloud in strong winds,
I walk closer but my breath labors,
My feet watch the path's end,
For getting nearer I still feel so far far away,
You get clearer and then you disappear,
If I follow you will this mark the end of my days?
Should I let go of all this doubt and fear?

I need to touch your skin to see if you are real.
I need to kiss your lips to see if mine can even feel.
I need to hold you close to drive the chill from me,
But I look with eyes blinded by you to see.

Now I see you right and focused as it should be,
You are my center and attended.
Barely do I recognize this world is false, a dream,
When I leave please don't be offended.
Command me again to serve and I will obey,
Please just let me hear your voice,
Don't leave me alone in this nighttime day,
Let me make for you that choice.
And please just come closer to me, hold me tight,
I'll hold back, we can stay like this all night.

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
A simple question with a complex answer: I am 22, hittin 23 december, have had a fiancee', plenty-o-girlfriends and dates, but i always am missing one thing: unity. When i have been with the girls in my past, either I cared more for them or they cared more for me; typically the former than the latter thank God. I just want to have a lady to hold, one who'll hold me, someone who can have fun with life and yet have seriousness too, you know, not ditzy?! A loving woman who has compassion for all, not just those she likes, and definitely not a woman who will use compassion and love as weapons like my last girlfriend.
Heck, I don't even want a girlfriend, just a really awesome woman that I can spend time with, go to movies or out to eat with, six flags, you name it, just female companionship... just can't seem to find it. blarghhh!!! hahaha... well, that is the problem in a nutshell.

now that that/
that that that that that that /
haha
is through, how bout a new poem?

B/c of my age, I will be unfairly discriminated against in this area of love/ gfs-bfs, b/c people don't think we're allowed to 'feel' or 'understand' these things yet.
Notwithstanding such, I'll give my two cents anyways. I know what you mean-- what's the point in just having a bf/gf for the sake of it, or for the 'passion'? I mean, I'm still young, so we do it for fun. But it's worth much more if you can have one person you can always rely on, one person to genuinely love you. It means a lot more. 😊

And, lovely poem cry I really liked it.

Nice pome touched

^^Today has been a strange day...too much love and drama for me...-sigh-

Originally posted by Tassie
B/c of my age, I will be unfairly discriminated against in this area of love/ gfs-bfs, b/c people don't think we're allowed to 'feel' or 'understand' these things yet.
Notwithstanding such, I'll give my two cents anyways. I know what you mean-- what's the point in just having a bf/gf for the sake of it, or for the 'passion'? I mean, I'm still young, so we do it for fun. But it's worth much more if you can have one person you can always rely on, one person to genuinely love you. It means a lot more. 😊

And, lovely poem cry I really liked it.

Originally posted by Elessea
Nice pome touched

^^Today has been a strange day...too much love and drama for me...-sigh-

Scars

Comfort the lonely knight this night please I ask,
Heal his pain, remove these hurts, take up this task,
Put away your own wrongs and see if he can stand,
Take the time to listen, he'll beg, not demand.
Force him to place the bottle on the table top.
He this foolish drunken game now must come to a stop.
Wrap your arms around him, hold him to your breast.
His back to you, just comfort him, feel his heaving chest.
Trace the wealts on his torso, arms and his face,
See him not so lowly now, but remember him in grace,
Fighting the foulness surrounding us all in this perverse world.
Remember his defense of the helpless, his lunges, parries, swirls,
The care in his eyes for those downtrodden souls, the tears that fell too.
Remember please his kindness, forget his evil dues.
Yes we know he isn't a perfect man, and has murdered, lied, and stole.
But that maybe, he still is a gentle and loving soul.
Just a normal man, with a knight's heart, so watch over him now.
Massage these aching muscles, wipe beads of sweat from off his brow.
Sitting in this firelight, as he mutters in his sleep,
Please scare away the nightmares, his safety is yours to keep.
If he awakes with a shake, reassure him with a kiss.
He can then return to dreaming in his ignorant bliss.
And when comes the dawn and the sun rising, the cock crowing in the west,
Now that you have kept him one night, he will keep you all the rest.

"All my love can be summed up in one word; Knightly."
Sir William

XD

Inspiring for people who always seem to use the flaws in people as reason not to forgive them.

haha thanks. very big truth: If you can forgive someone of anything and let them forgive you, THAT is love.

Would it be somewhat wise to intentionally do something to "hurt" them- not directly, but by extent- to see if they would forgive you when you apologize? XD To see if it's really love lol.

NO! dont ever do it intentionally. that is where we sometimes make the biggest F@#@up of relationships.... an unintentional act is always forgiveable. intentional cruelty is usually a deal breaker, even if it is to test for love. hah ha a weird conundrum,no?

I suppose.. whatever happens unintentionally like that is Fate, and that's when things work out for the best I guess.

yeah. it's kinda like if a guy were to deliberately blow off an anniversary or truly forget. you are still pissed, but not as mad if it is an accident than if he just wanted to hang with the dudes...
haha!

Hey, I'd still be mad if a guy forgot our anniversary, accident or not 😠

Finally found the guts to call, finally dialed in,
You weren't there, and I do this stupid dance again,
I sit alone, by myself, in my home, with my inside out.
Listen to the song, and feel no touch.
My beating heart's bleeding too much.

Now with my poem I ask you name?
And with this song, will it be the same?
Will you roll your eyes, or smile on me?
I must know what my future will be.

I hear the laugh flow from the net,
If I had odds, I would lose the bet.
You see me cold, yet burning up.
This lonely man, and his empty cup.

Like the water flowing slow from the tap,
Will you fill me up, or will you laugh?
And walk away, just leave me crushed,
Or kiss me soft, and watch me blush?

Now I know I must call again the next day,
And what will I do, if you "Yes" say?
My hands now shake as I write this prose,
Will I wither alone or bloom a new rose?

If you say nein, I can deal with that.
I'm so used to being laughed at.
The greatest fear, I hold the most,
Is that you will want to get close.

So what do I do? Where do I stand?
Should I just buck up, and be a man?
Or let my fear and doubt drive me?
Will all alone I'll ever be?

I guess I must Carpe' Diem now.
And regardless of who what how,
I'll show my hand, and call this bet,
Cause I'm not done bleeding yet.