Why is it so F#$#@@@!!! hard to live in this world?

Started by DreamingWarrior69 pages

Originally posted by justjakk
if you have ever stayed up late to watch Conan O'Brian, then you would know what i'm talking about 😠
😛

Originally posted by Coldfire
I know 🙁 But he's a tough guy; he'll be back soon ✅
Damn straight! hahaha flex see how well I mend! hahahha! blowup ouch... dangit... ok, mebbe not healed fully yet, but I had to get on and say yo! to you all. Most especially to my Dragon Lady and the English Tart. Heh. winkiss hey ladies! 😉 😂 anyway, i am feelin better some, no fever and all, just a bit weak... fooey. Ty, Cold, for postin for me! much indebted to you. Well, here is a new poem I wrote yesterday.

My Favorite Poison

For my evil faery.

I've got you in my hand,
You flow into the vein,
Upon my skin's your brand,
I taste your delicious pain,
Burning as you flow in,
My eyes widen with pleasure,
Being with you is a sin,
And I love it without measure,
My heart quickens with this touch,
And your scent intoxicates me,
I love the toxin too much,
I ignore my mind's wailing plea,
I cannot stop this addiction to you,
Just bow to the pressure and be overrun,
With the many you're still with the few,
Curse me! You're just too much fun.
I steal you moments at a time,
Wild and untameable but still sweet.
Don't know the future's design,
Guess I'll just wait and see.

I am gonna be offline for a while, so email me at my yahoo email if you need to, folks. See ya in a bit!

Or not. 😂

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Damn straight! hahaha flex see how well I mend! hahahha! blowup ouch... dangit... ok, mebbe not healed fully yet, but I had to get on and say yo! to you all. Most especially to my Dragon Lady and the English Tart. Heh. winkiss hey ladies! 😉 😂 anyway, i am feelin better some, no fever and all, just a bit weak... fooey. Ty, Cold, for postin for me! much indebted to you. Well, here is a new poem I wrote yesterday.

Hiiiiiii 😄 hug winkiss It's just not the same without you here 😛
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
My Favorite Poison

For my evil faery.

I've got you in my hand,
You flow into the vein,
Upon my skin's your brand,
I taste your delicious pain,
Burning as you flow in,
My eyes widen with pleasure,
Being with you is a sin,
And I love it without measure,
My heart quickens with this touch,
And your scent intoxicates me,
I love the toxin too much,
I ignore my mind's wailing plea,
I cannot stop this addiction to you,
Just bow to the pressure and be overrun,
With the many you're still with the few,
Curse me! You're just too much fun.
I steal you moments at a time,
Wild and untameable but still sweet.
Don't know the future's design,
Guess I'll just wait and see.


haha awesome 😄

Originally posted by Coldfire
Hiiiiiii 😄 hug winkiss It's just not the same without you here 😛

haha awesome 😄


haha yeah, life is a bit dull without psychos like me, eh? 😆 j/k. missed ya'll whilst i battled the vile flu-bug. Now I am feelin fantastic though!

Saddened Surrey

Dark rains and cold mist enclose the city lost to thee,
Nothing is felt beyond the pain you hold close to,
The sun pierces not the black clouds of the unhappy,
This bedeviled world feels like it is smothering you,
The shadows twist and flicker as they grasp for your soul,
The glowing red eyes watch your movements and follow,
You are lost in this unholy fog, lost in the dank hole,
Believing your life to be worthless, hollow.

Heed not the vile whispers of the demons that lie!
Hold fast to the truth, and stand again proud and tall!
Don't give up when the finish line is so close, please try!
Look to the sun's rising! This night shall fall!
Would that the angels themselves come to embrace,
Locked in their arms, you'll be safe from the foe.
You've come so far in this fool's errand, this race,
You are worth more than you'll ever know.
Numbered are the hairs upon thy body and known,
Loved even when in doubt or disbelief, forever you are.
Those tormenting shall reap what they have sown,
For now, just take the pain, darling, as another scar.

Let the hope heal a heart drenched in sweat and blood,
Let this knowledge sink in deep, etch it upon your mind,
Once was there, had to fight this onrushing flood,
Fought and broke free; we're two of a kind.
Fight hard and fight well, and let this fall upon joyous eyes,
Hold onto the love that loves you, remeber you are loved, dear.
No, it doesn't leave, but it fades, and in time it dies,
Let the beliefs of your allies be the only voices you hear.
Ignore the foul taunts of the demons at the gate,
They'll get theirs, soon they'll be gone,
Do not let your pain fill you with agony, nor hate,
Just keep fighting, keep standing strong.

10 Years

10 Years I've awaited thee,
10 Years been chaste,
10 Years of Lonely,
Were those 10 years a waste?

3,652 days I have lived alone,
And remained pure for you.
Held back when I heard "Come hither".
Ran, and still wait for you.

10 years I'll wait again,
10 years I'll wait and see.
10 years I've already devoted.
Another 10 won't kill me.

10 year....such love to wait.

Originally posted by debbiejo
10 year....such love to wait.

Hopefully when we meet, she'll agree with you. Danke, mein frau. notworthy

I LIKE YOUR POEMS. YOU HAVE A LOT OF TALENT

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
10 Years

10 Years I've awaited thee,
10 Years been chaste,
10 Years of Lonely,
Were those 10 years a waste?

3,652 days I have lived alone,
And remained pure for you.
Held back when I heard "Come hither".
Ran, and still wait for you.

10 years I'll wait again,
10 years I'll wait and see.
10 years I've already devoted.
Another 10 won't kill me.

Hopefully you will find the one for you 🙂

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
haha yeah, life is a bit dull without psychos like me, eh? 😆 j/k. missed ya'll whilst i battled the vile flu-bug. Now I am feelin fantastic though!

Well I was still here, and I'm nearly as psycho as you 😛 LOL
Originally posted by vaya_the_elf
Hopefully you will find the one for you 🙂

I hope so too 🙂

Originally posted by jlee17xoxo412
I LIKE YOUR POEMS. YOU HAVE A LOT OF TALENT

Haha...thanks. *shakes head to clear ears* shouting is is all the more meaningful. 😂
Originally posted by vaya_the_elf
Hopefully you will find the one for you 🙂
Hopefully SOON! 😆 I dunno, V. Gonna be me regardless. 🙂
Originally posted by Coldfire
Well I was still here, and I'm nearly as psycho as you 😛 LOL

I hope so too 🙂

Heh, yeah, but I have papers on my psychosis. 😄 Hmm, is that something to be happy about? 😂 Thank you ladies. notworthy

Ok, phew..... I finally got the ones here that I have not penned down saved... that took some time. Well, on behest a Lady I know, I write this.

Unasked for, but Given.

You don't see me, We aren't close at home,
But I had to let you know you aren't alone,
In all this life there are some who feel as you,
The life they live is a life that they rue,
Taking out their wrath upon themselves to feel free,
Have you been there? That used to be me.
Bearing only one scar upon my whip-cord arms,
The inner ones are those that caused me the most harm,
Do you bear the outside, or just the ones of the soul?
Is your heart still or beating, broken down or whole?
I see from the writings you place in my hands,
You feel like you are by yourself amidst the deserted sands,
No oasis to quench an unyielding thirst, nor any way to turn,
And you fear the healing light because under it you burn,
Reavealing all you hide away from those close to yourself,
You suffer needlessly, my dear, and harm more than your health,
I pray a simple prayer, if God will hear my cry,
I hope the angels near you bring you His lullabye.
I hope each night they rock you to sleep safe, with a smile,
And mayhaps oneday I might too, after a time and a while.

K, it's for you. No explaining, just for you. #winkisss# take care of yourself, cheri.

Very nice. I like it 🙂

Danke, Vaya. 🙂 Like the new sig.

I like yours because my name is on it *laughs*

Originally posted by vaya_the_elf
I like yours because my name is on it *laughs*

hysterical hahaha alright, narccissus.