Why is it so F#$#@@@!!! hard to live in this world?

FlameOut

Joan you're spent, falling down to your knees,
You tried and tried but could not appease,
That insatiable hunger that drives you on,
The will to go now has up and gone,

You think you lost it...
You think you lost it...
You think I...

I came and picked you up, I came to heal a heart,
But all I did was screw up from the very start,

So now furious you try to get up to hurt me,
Picking up your blade, calling me a sleaze,
You think I used you and wanted to have my fun,
So now all you want is for my blood to run,

You think you lost it...
Lost it all...
You think I stole it...
You think I'll fall?

You forget one big thing, and that's my mentality,
Set on crazy but mixed with purity,
You forgot my reason for being, life as this man I mean,
Is to bring about soul-healing....

Remember now?

Or do you want,
Do you really want,
Do you want my blood,
Running in rivers around you?
What do you want?
What do you want?

and that one is one of those WTF??? where did i get that from??? poems.. hahaha.

Punching Bag

"Look at whitey, tall and mighty, I bet he's scared of me"
"Let's f@#k with him, and his life at our whim, let's make him scream!"

Bad f#@king IDEA ASSHOLES!

You have number, you have strength, you think I am alone and weak,
Got your homies watching your back, whilst upon me wrath you seek,
Wrong move one is that you think I'm alone, I have an army on my side.
Wrong move two is that you believe I'm weak and afraid, I'll never HIDE!
Wrong move three, you are laughing at me, just giving me time to ready,
And wrong move four, there aren't nearly enough of you to even this score.
Now it is time, now I unleash the beast hidden away, deep in my soul,
Now it's time, you'd better run, he's ready to maim, rip, rock, and roll,
Too late for you, my ire's aroused, and now there's nowhere to turn,
Too late you see the devil in me, as my eyes begin the blue-fire burn.

box nice

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
FlameOut

Joan you're spent, falling down to your knees,
You tried and tried but could not appease,
That insatiable hunger that drives you on,
The will to go now has up and gone,

You think you lost it...
You think you lost it...
You think I...

I came and picked you up, I came to heal a heart,
But all I did was screw up from the very start,

So now furious you try to get up to hurt me,
Picking up your blade, calling me a sleaze,
You think I used you and wanted to have my fun,
So now all you want is for my blood to run,

You think you lost it...
Lost it all...
You think I stole it...
You think I'll fall?

You forget one big thing, and that's my mentality,
Set on crazy but mixed with purity,
You forgot my reason for being, life as this man I mean,
Is to bring about soul-healing....

Remember now?

Or do you want,
Do you really want,
Do you want my blood,
Running in rivers around you?
What do you want?
What do you want?

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Punching Bag

"Look at whitey, tall and mighty, I bet he's scared of me"
"Let's f@#k with him, and his life at our whim, let's make him scream!"

Bad f#@king IDEA ASSHOLES!

You have number, you have strength, you think I am alone and weak,
Got your homies watching your back, whilst upon me wrath you seek,
Wrong move one is that you think I'm alone, I have an army on my side.
Wrong move two is that you believe I'm weak and afraid, I'll never HIDE!
Wrong move three, you are laughing at me, just giving me time to ready,
And wrong move four, there aren't nearly enough of you to even this score.
Now it is time, now I unleash the beast hidden away, deep in my soul,
Now it's time, you'd better run, he's ready to maim, rip, rock, and roll,
Too late for you, my ire's aroused, and now there's nowhere to turn,
Too late you see the devil in me, as my eyes begin the blue-fire burn.

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Written 10-14-03 10:16 a.m.

Dreamlover leave not me,
Again with you I long to be,
To feel your hands upon my chest,
Our heartbeats drown all sound as I rest,
Touch me again with lips sweet as honey,
That Nectar no normal man can taste,
I laugh at your jokes so funny,
You dance with me and I hold your waist,
We kiss deep under the stars twinkling,
Then I away, you are gone, my heart sinking,
I wish to visit again you in a dream,
Free; me; And together with you, I dream.

For that beautiful woman who haunts my every waking thought, from so many dreams over the years. I shall find you.

Sir Willy

Hey, I was looking through some of your older stuff, and yeah, you do write simular to my style....using nature and historical stuff in many of your poems....Cool stuff.... 😄

Originally posted by debbiejo
Hey, I was looking through some of your older stuff, and yeah, you do write simular to my style....using nature and historical stuff in many of your poems....Cool stuff.... 😄

Originally posted by Coldfire
whoa I like it 😄

oooooo you go boi 😛

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
😂 well thanks. like you just what i feel ... mostly... hahahah ty.

tonight, and now.

The Knife

Silver shining, silver gleaming, silver glinting, young man screaming,
Bring it closer, bring it near, see his reflection, see his fear,
Now it cuts deep, now it cuts meat, now it cuts him, now it cuts neat,
Little lines flow off and drip, little lines from his veins slip,
Splashing down to fill the floor, soon the splashing is no more,
Now it's too late, now he's gone, left to his fate, final song,
Did you ever think to see, Did you ignore what happened to me?

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
tonight, and now.

The Knife

Silver shining, silver gleaming, silver glinting, young man screaming,
Bring it closer, bring it near, see his reflection, see his fear,
Now it cuts deep, now it cuts meat, now it cuts him, now it cuts neat,
Little lines flow off and drip, little lines from his veins slip,
Splashing down to fill the floor, soon the splashing is no more,
Now it's too late, now he's gone, left to his fate, final song,
Did you ever think to see, Did you ignore what happened to me?

First Glance

Never mind that scars fill the face,
And ignore the desire of leather not lace,
Forget about the height and hair,
Just laugh it off when I stare,
Walk on by, no second look,
Think you've read me like a book,
Worry not about what I'll do,
You think of me like the sole on your shoe,
Just another step that is forgotten,
This has happened once too often,
Never seeing what hides inside,
One like me you've never tried,
Of all the lovers you have taken,
The best of all you have forsaken,
I love not just one night, one hour,
My love grants almighty power,
From one simple kiss to bedding down,
This love removes all tears and frowns,
A man's love, and from days gone by,
When men were real, and never lied,
For when I say I love, I do.
And baby you missed out. I could have loved on you.

Originally posted by Coldfire
That... was... beautiful notworthy

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
First Glance

Never mind that scars fill the face,
And ignore the desire of leather not lace,
Forget about the height and hair,
Just laugh it off when I stare,
Walk on by, no second look,
Think you've read me like a book,
Worry not about what I'll do,
You think of me like the sole on your shoe,
Just another step that is forgotten,
This has happened once too often,
Never seeing what hides inside,
One like me you've never tried,
Of all the lovers you have taken,
The best of all you have forsaken,
I love not just one night, one hour,
My love grants almighty power,
From one simple kiss to bedding down,
This love removes all tears and frowns,
A man's love, and from days gone by,
When men were real, and never lied,
For when I say I love, I do.
And baby you missed out. I could have loved on you.

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
ty. another chapter from my dark past.

Originally posted by Coldfire
awww... girls must all be crazy where you live hug

dark past you may have had... but you managed to make it through somehow, and now you're here helping everyone else who comes to dark situations 🙂

and yeah, i try. didnt like being left in the dark, and dont want others to suffer like i did: alone.

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
ha... yeah, i think the women i know just want quick lays or aholes all their life. so i am SOL for that. 😂

and yeah, i try. didnt like being left in the dark, and dont want others to suffer like i did: alone.

That's how I feel too... tho I have NOT had the experiences you have, I still feel like it's my duty to help wherever and whever I can 🙂

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
ha... yeah, i think the women i know just want quick lays or aholes all their life. so i am SOL for that. 😂

and yeah, i try. didnt like being left in the dark, and dont want others to suffer like i did: alone.

yea, where i live a lot of adults think a lot of the kids are just sweet little angles......ha, yea right, if they could just see what these girls are really like and how fast they are, they would be surprised.

And like coldfire said i haven't been through alot of things but that still wouldn't stop me from tring to help other people cause' booooy do they need it

Originally posted by jlee17xoxo412
yea, where i live a lot of adults think a lot of the kids are just sweet little angles......ha, yea right, if they could just see what these girls are really like and how fast they are, they would be surprised.

And like coldfire said i haven't been through alot of things but that still wouldn't stop me from tring to help other people cause' booooy do they need it

Originally posted by Coldfire
lol 😛

That's how I feel too... tho I have NOT had the experiences you have, I still feel like it's my duty to help wherever and whever I can 🙂

Originally posted by jlee17xoxo412
yea, where i live a lot of adults think a lot of the kids are just sweet little angles......ha, yea right, if they could just see what these girls are really like and how fast they are, they would be surprised.

And like coldfire said i haven't been through alot of things but that still wouldn't stop me from tring to help other people cause' booooy do they need it

Originally posted by Coldfire
✅ And a lot of other ppl that feel the same as us, it's almost like they're drawn to the poetry forum... it's interesting if you think about it lol. We have our own little family in here 😊

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
hahaha... yeah. i am glad you dont have some of the experiences i have had, no one should have to go through some of what i have seen. but, some do. and duty? yes, a very very important duty. we MUST make this world better, if nothing else than to help the next generation.
glad to know. 😄 hahha yeah. is cool.

Originally posted by Coldfire
yeppers 😊 Our little band of misfits 😛 😄