As I wait for the dawn,
I know you're gone,
And I shed my tears,
As I realize my fears
Simply held me back
While I was under attack,
Just couldn't work up the nerve,
Should have said at least one word,
Now I sit by myself,
Here alone with no one else,
I feel as though I've cried out my soul,
Cursing my being as a whole,
Wishing I could just lie,
Give it up and simply die,
Wanting and Waiting gnaw at my mind
I see it all though I was blind
Should have just told you the truth,
Of how I cared back in my youth,
Now I can only sit and pine,
And regret I never tried to make you mine.