Why is it so F#$#@@@!!! hard to live in this world?

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
I get told from young and old about how love really is,
Some say you'll know by their eyes, some say by their kiss.
Others think that love is a feeling and always fades away,
Some think love is something to abuse, and get used every day.
Many think love is nothing but sex, and intercourse is the best,
I say love is better than all these; True love is like being at rest.
Love is so amazing it cannot be with words defined or described,
It is an amazing realization that cannot be discerned or contribed,
I am told when I love with True Love, I will just simply know and see.
I don't really know if that is correct, but I do know I have loved in dreams.
We all must define for ourselves our love, but I beg one simple thing:
Do not place physical aspects on love; To the truth I ask you cling.
Love is far more than a nice bottom, bosom or other endowments,
Love is much more than a pretty face, or money;Does this make sense?
Love is above anything here on this simple plane we live upon.
True Love is something much more precious, something from beyond.

Why couldnt there be more guys like you ? 😐

Omg you're so right Tassie.... I wish there were....

Originally posted by Tassie
C'est très bien 😄 Bring more, we're starving!

Originally posted by Tassie
Why couldnt there be more guys like you ? 😐

Inspired by Ellesea's "Slowly Bleeding"

Blood Cure

You lay down to breathe your last,
Turning up the wrists you slashed,
Dropping the blade that made its path
Through your skin with its wrath
And as you close your eyes once more
You think your death will even this score
A flicker of breath is all you have left
Numbness eases your body to rest.
You see a light shine bright upon you,
A deep and mysterious dark blue
And now sit up thinking "Am I dead?"
All you see is my eyes; Head to head
We sit, nose to nose, and eyes to eyes.
"You are alive, I will not let go.
I have much more, for you, to show.
This world of which you tried to leave
Now cries from your blood which it recieved.
Gaia wanted no sacrifice of your life,
But she could not help to ease this strife,
For you only held in, and never shared
All you every hated, loved; never bared
Your inner-true self that we all hide within,
Thinking that revealing our truth was sin,
And now the skies weep for your loss,
They miss you looking up, so this world they frost,
The trees wither and die because you aren't there
To climb the trunks, high in the air,
Lady Lily will not bloom, Nor the sun shine atall,
They miss your voice when out you call
They pine for one last laugh of yours,
The mountains, valleys, lakes and moors,
And I promised to try and convince you stay,
Come back with me! We have a new day,
Due to arise when the clock strikes nigh,
Will you come back with me, or stay here to die?"
I get up and pull you close, in a winged embrace,
"I pray my words your fears away chased."
And now as I let go of you, and look down the path,
I ask again," Will you come back?".

I sit at home freezing alone because I cannot hold you close,
This feeling that wells from deep inside is empty and morose,
I wish again to lye with thee and sleep my dreamless sleep,
But as for now I am lonely, and I feel as though to weep,
I pine for your locks of gold to tickle my bared back
As you lean over my shoulder and give me a nice smak...
Upon my lips with yours of course, the kiss of my beloved,
This the thing I miss most and the one thing I covet...
I miss being able to come home to you waiting in bed for me,
And I would give up anything to kiss you again softly...

damn I am a dummelkopf..... I don't actually wish for YOU
But rather that I can come home to someone true,
I wish I could arrive and see that lady of my dreams,
The one who haunts my slumbering moments, and my waking it seems,
I just want my true love to be there when I walk in,
If I could have her today, I would kiss her again and again.
I would not stop telling her how much she means to me,
And I would show her it too; words can be so empty.
So if you are there DreamLady fair, and you wish yourself to show,
Do it now! I beg of you! Before off again I go....

You met me every morning at the door excited,
And waited for my return with bated breath,
You finally won your battle over your deepest fears,
But today was your last day; the day of your death.
The angels line the Halls with silk and spun silver,
And they greet you as you make your way in.
No more sadness, pain, rage or hunger,
No more of this cruel world or its sin.
You rest now, with God, and sit at His feet,
Where once at mine you stood proud,
And when I see the scars you gave to me,
I'll remember you, your smile, and laugh aloud.
You brought me more joy than I ever knew,
So alone in this world I live in now,
From kissing me to stealing my shoes,
Running through the trees like a drow,
Forevermore shall you be content and safe,
And I shall see you again soon.
And when I reach Heaven's pearl-encrusted gates,
I'll see you under the gilded moon.

For Ziggy. RIP June 10, 2005.
My doggy.

^^^This is what I awoke to today. He died quickly and without suffering. My other dog and he were wrestling and Gunner, the bugger of the 2, threw him down apparently and broke his neck. It was an accident that happens, but I feel like s@@$#@!.......

awww, I'm sorry about thy doggy 🙁
It's a cute poem though- i had no idea it was a dog before i read the last line 😂
But the other two are beautiful- esp. Blood Cure. You're such a talented writer. 🙂

Thanks. done squallin, now just kinda numb... hahaha...*chuckles softly* it is kinda amazing how much a dog means to a guy... will write more soon.

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
hahahahahhaha! ahhhhhh....sigh.... if I had a dime everytime I was asked that, I would make Money Bill Gates look slummin. Dunno, prolly cause I came to a cross-road in my life where I could kill myself (2000) or change my ways. Used to be a very evil, dark teen. I chose to live for others, not for myself. Still indulge me, of course, but I care more for other people than I do my own well-being. Anyway, here is more!

Ahh the self survival phase...We live alone to learn. When infact to learn to live, we need others.

However it still doesn't mean that me and spot (my sniper) don't go on a recon mission now and then 😏 (if they ask you never saw me).

Sorry about your dog though. Having one myself I can only imagine. An undying love: It's a terrible thing to lose, but a wonderful thing to gain...

I lost my doggy too cry

Last year, around christmastime; think he got hit by a stupid car disgust

Originally posted by PrinceofBlades
Ahh the self survival phase...We live alone to learn. When infact to learn to live, we need others.

However it still doesn't mean that me and spot (my sniper) don't go on a recon mission now and then 😏 (if they ask you never saw me).

Sorry about your dog though. Having one myself I can only imagine. An undying love: It's a terrible thing to lose, but a wonderful thing to gain...

Originally posted by Tassie
I lost my doggy too cry

Last year, around christmastime; think he got hit by a stupid car disgust

If I were to etch upon stone how much you mean to me,
I would have to travel far to gather how much I need,
For I could write miles upon miles of my love for you,
And then I still wouldn't be done, words are just too few,
I love with the passion of a solar flare burning into space,
My heart inflamed as a supernova when I with you race,
I can run faster than light may travel if you believe in me,
I need you more than sweet o2, More than water to the trees.
If you were to leave I would be as cold as the dark side of this moon,
Frozen in time forever alone, I'd perish to see you soon,
You could ask me to prove my love to you and I would give my all,
I'll be there whenever you are hurting, I'll catch you before you fall.
I will pull the very stars of heaven out of the midnight sky,
I'll cleanse the pain from your heart, the tears from out your eyes,
You will never have want or worry, knowing I watch from above,
And my messenger you shall always know, the purest black-winged dove,
Whenever you fear I am not near, just look to the clouds and see,
The coal-black feather that floats softly down is a gift to you from me,
I am not an demon sent to haunt you as you walk this world,
Just a gentle angel-man, looking for that special girl,
And when I find you and prove my love at last will you finally see?
And when you do will you have the courage to hold tight, and fly with me?

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Thanks. done squallin, now just kinda numb... hahaha...*chuckles softly* it is kinda amazing how much a dog means to a guy... will write more soon.

Awww cry That dog poem was really good... I know how that feels.... I've had two dogs go on me... But I still have my other one, and hopefully she stays around a while yet... Yeah, you don't realize how much a dog means to you until they are gone....

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
If I were to etch upon stone how much you mean to me,
I would have to travel far to gather how much I need,
For I could write miles upon miles of my love for you,
And then I still wouldn't be done, words are just too few,
I love with the passion of a solar flare burning into space,
My heart inflamed as a supernova when I with you race,
I can run faster than light may travel if you believe in me,
I need you more than sweet o2, More than water to the trees.
If you were to leave I would be as cold as the dark side of this moon,
Frozen in time forever alone, I'd perish to see you soon,
You could ask me to prove my love to you and I would give my all,
I'll be there whenever you are hurting, I'll catch you before you fall.
I will pull the very stars of heaven out of the midnight sky,
I'll cleanse the pain from your heart, the tears from out your eyes,
You will never have want or worry, knowing I watch from above,
And my messenger you shall always know, the purest black-winged dove,
Whenever you fear I am not near, just look to the clouds and see,
The coal-black feather that floats softly down is a gift to you from me,
I am not an demon sent to haunt you as you walk this world,
Just a gentle angel-man, looking for that special girl,
And when I find you and prove my love at last will you finally see?
And when you do will you have the courage to hold tight, and fly with me?

Wow... I love this one.... great use of words 😍

Originally posted by Coldfire
Awww cry That dog poem was really good... I know how that feels.... I've had two dogs go on me... But I still have my other one, and hopefully she stays around a while yet... Yeah, you don't realize how much a dog means to you until they are gone....

Thanks for the support and kindness all. Appreciate it alot. Hahaha. Here, have one of my Patented 2000-mile hugs!!! hug hahaha. (got that from having long arms that can hug my lady friends all the way around and some.)

Originally posted by Coldfire
Wow... I love this one.... great use of words 😍

I agree. ✅ You have such a way with words, wow..😊

Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Thanks for the support and kindness all. Appreciate it alot. Hahaha. Here, have one of my Patented 2000-mile hugs!!! hug hahaha. (got that from having long arms that can hug my lady friends all the way around and some.)

Lol here's one for you too: hug hahah you must have reeeally long arms 😉 haha