well it took me long enough to find this place!

Originally posted by Lara
well. I've been searching like mad and found a pulishers which publish work written by people with mental health problems so I'll try them so fingers crossed.

oh and the psychiatrist has diagnosed me with bipolar disorder.

And I hope it works for you!! *crosses fingers too*

well long long long time gone lol

I'm back in good health and stable 😂

back again, back in full swing
finding my voice, the confidence to sing
back again and finding I missed you all
back and recovered from my dreadful fall

wow I havent written for a while. need to get back to it 😂

yeah you do. good to see ya again chicky.

and you DW. pm me some time.

Originally posted by Lara
well long long long time gone lol

I'm back in good health and stable 😂

back again, back in full swing
finding my voice, the confidence to sing
back again and finding I missed you all
back and recovered from my dreadful fall

wow I havent written for a while. need to get back to it 😂

Back to the earth,
Down I slump.
An abused and battered mess,
Bruised and bitter, sobbing again.
The sinking feeling my mistress.

I feel the darkness surrounding me,
Closing me in.
It calls me out, withdrawing me,
Reminding me, I've always been less.
And with this affirmation I know she walks again.

Lonely, black and frozen.
Blue in mind and heart.
So fulfilled with the company of dispare,
sickend to the pitt.
Stomach churns and nightmares stir,
The nonsense in her head.

In with the tide that just keeps coming,
Just letting it roll over head.
No urge to fight, to swim for air.
Closed eyes calling upon death.