Okay so here's the one that was in the works the other day 😬
We met in a chat room,
Sometime during the month of June.
He began the converstation with "Hey",
"Hi" I say.
I explain that I'd met a lot of strange guys that night,
He says "Can I tell you a joke? Is that alright?".
So he tells me one I'll never forget,
And at this point me talking to him is no regret.
He tells me Harley is his name,
Then asks me to share the same.
I tell him,
"Kayla".
Later that night I show him a picture of me,
He replies with "You're hot I see".
I had heard that all before,
And didn't need to hear it anymore.
Soon after I tell him I have to go,
He just cries out "Noooo!".
I tell him that I must,
Then I log off.
After that night we talked everyday,
"Talking to you brightens my day" he would say.
On June 12th he admitted his feelings for me were growing,
I could tell he was afraid about me knowing.
He says he would date me even with the distance,
I figure I'd give it a chance.
A month and three weeks into our relationship,
Coldfire and I went on a trip.
We stayed on a farm,
And I met her old friend that was full of charm.
He was everything I looked for in a guy,
Plus he had gorgeous hazy blue/green eyes that would follow you,
Everytime you walked by.
At this point I had forgotten,
Forgotten that I was taken.
When we left I was sad to go,
But I didn't let myself get too low.
I returned to my house and told my mom all,
And how Cold's friend wanted me to go back in the Fall.
A few days later I broke up with Harley.
I didn't talk to him for a week straight,
But instead I talked with Cold's friend on the phone late.
I finally talked to Harley 'gain,
He tried hard to hide his pain.
We talked awkwardly for a bit,
Then I told him about all the shit,
That was running through my head.
I told him about that long phone calls,
Then I realized my heart was on the falls,
The falls of being inlove.
He called me 'Baby' and 'Baby Girl' like he always did,
And said he was as happy as a little kid,
That had found his lost toy.
A tear ran from my eye,
But it was not a sorrow-filled tear of 'Goodbye',
It was a tear of love,
And happiness.
Tomorrow will be our third month,
And lately I've had a heaviness on my heart,
A heaviness that I fear will tear me apart.
You see,
Recently,
Cold's friend admitted to wishing to go out with me.
This was something I had been hoping for,
But there's more,
I don't feel exactly the same way for Harley like I did before.
I've blown off talking to him a few times,
Cause Cold's friend was online,
Or he was waiting on the phoneline.
Now I feel horrid and I don't know what to do,
I keep telling myself to think things through.
I love Harley for the way he treats me and his personality,
But Cold's friend is real to me.
I don't want to become a cheater,
But I don't want to lead Harley on either.
Maybe Harley and I don't 'Belong Together'.
Kay guys, tell me what you think 😮