Underestimated
Fiery sparks shoot,
From angry green eyes,
My jaw is clenched,
Teeth tightly clamped together,
Lest I accidentally release,
The harsh words lying on my tongue...
I've been beaten, broken,
Used, abused,
Critisized, victimized,
Scorned, hated,
Underestimated, Underappreciated,
A thing,
Not a human being,
A toy,
To be used whenever,
Then simply tossed aside,
When I become boring.
A mistake has been made here;
You believe me to be,
Worth absolutely nothing,
Simply a nobody,
Unable to accomplish anything.
Never judge a book by its cover,
For the cover may be misleading,
As is the case here,
For inside this frail body,
Is a heart of gold,
A mind brimming with hidden intelligence,
A soul that can't be broken.
All of this will be kept inside,
Until just the right moment,
And then I'll pounce,
Cathing you unawares.
Weak I am not,
Clever I am very much so,
But you didn't know that,
Didn't suspect it,
Didn't even think about it,
Shows how much you know,
How observant you are.
Don't mess with me,
Playing with fire,
Only gets you burned,
My words are sharp,
To those who may mock me,
I don't take crap,
So just don't mess with me,
Or you will come to find,
That you won't like,
What you've gotten yourself into,
And how deeply you've gotten into it.
Keep in mind this isn't about me, lol. It's more from the perspective of a character I created for a story I've been writing 😊
Longing To End This
Grab a knife,
Stick it in me,
Make sure its deep,
Right through the lining,
Of my abused heart,
Pull it out of my chest,
Crush it between your hands,
Break it to pieces,
Stomp on it,
Cut it into chunks,
Feed it to the dogs,
Do whatever with it,
I no longer care,
And even all of this,
Would hurt less,
Than what I have been though,
What I have done for you,
What I have felt,
What I still feel,
It just hurts so much,
It aches inside me,
It burns me away,
And I can't stop it,
Can't control it,
And that's what gets me,
I can control everything else,
Except for this one thing,
I wish I could turn it off,
Make the pain stop,
Make my chest stop constricting,
Make my eyes stop leaking tears,
But I can't,
And I want to so much,
It hurts all the time,
Never giving me piece,
And I just can't take it,
It's been too long,
Been doing this too long,
I want to end the hurt,
I want to end the pain,
I want to end my suffering,
But how can I?
My heart I need,
Can't just cut it out,
And it's controlling me,
Despite my protests,
I'm drowning.
I wrote this after the breakup, as you can tell *sigh* Can't remember writing it though, for some reason.....
Moving On
In order for me to heal,
This broken heart of mine,
I have to move on,
And meet someone new,
To get my mind off of you,
So my heart can start to mend,
So I can stop thinking of you,
And get on with my life,
Not as easy as you might think,
Love is tough business,
And comes with a price,
That may or may not,
Be worth that fee to pay.
So I'll take it one day at a time,
And just go from there,
Nobody said it would be easy,
And it'll definitely take a bit,
But it will be so worth it,
And give me much relief,
Bring me so much peace.
It's so much more different than the others because I wrote it only last night lol. Just in case you're wondering 😛
Originally posted by DreamingWarriordude! she's hot...she ain't gonna have problem finding her prin...er a guy 😛
I pray you find peace and love in all you do, and you may not have written the other on you, but it does ring true, Lady Cold. A golden and burning heart, not one of stone. Very cool works! clap
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
I pray you find peace and love in all you do, and you may not have written the other on you, but it does ring true, Lady Cold. A golden and burning heart, not one of stone. Very cool works! clap
Originally posted by Fëanor
dude! she's hot...she ain't gonna have problem finding her prin...er a guy 😛
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
she can easily find em, but the good ones are always difficult to screen out from the jackwads.... hahaha goes for women as well, it seems. hahahha!
Originally posted by Fëanor
sort of like when monkeys sift through poopoo to find that precious seed dontgetit
Originally posted by Tassie
deep works, Cold >.< Guess troubled times always have their worth as they seem to better our poetry. XD
Just Me
I just want to be me,
No false pretenses,
No fake personality,
No assumed identity,
No being someone else,
Just my silly little self.
I just want to have fun,
Dance and sing and play,
Without being judged,
Without being looked at funny,
Because I'm not the same,
As some of the others,
Because I don't fit the mold.
I want to believe,
In unicorns and dragons,
And fairies and the like,
Just because no one else does,
Nobody has the time,
Or the imagination,
To do that anymore,
So I'll be the oddball,
And believe for us all.
I want to feel free,
To do what I want,
When I want to do it,
Not have others put me down,
And say I can't do stuff,
I want to run my own life,
And not have it lived for me,
I want to make decisions,
Whether they be good ones,
Or turn out to be horrible,
Because that is, after all,
How you learn to do it right.
I want to be seen by everyone,
Exactly as I really am,
All the good things about me,
Since there appear to be some,
And the not so good things too,
Because no one is perfect,
So why not show that too,
I want to let my emotions out,
To all those who like honesty,
And knowing how others really feel,
Because why hide it?
They might even feel,
The same way as I do.
I just want to live,
And let others live through me.