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Ermm, where else do you watch 'em? ermm

OMG I JUST SAW THE PREVIEW FOR ORDER OF THE PHOENIX!! jumpy

AGAIN. vin

OH MY! vin

Yeah I know. vin

oh boy

Originally posted by Selina*Starfire
Ermm, where else do you watch 'em? ermm

OMG I JUST SAW THE PREVIEW FOR ORDER OF THE PHOENIX!! jumpy

AGAIN. vin

For some reason, the DVD doesn't show in my room and I actually have to wait till my niece and nephew are done watching tv, and my sister and mom are done watching tv, and hopefully they don't stay up late...so I can watch a movie or just the television ermm I really need to fix my cable in my room again ermm I have a phone and the internet in my room so I don't really mind not having a television ermmhappy

😐

shock Wow. I haven't even got my own room right now. 😐

I do and it's really messy ermm

Well I imagine that's what it would look like if I had my own room. ermm

It's my room, so my mom doesn't really get after meh for it..she reminds meh that it's messy, but she doesn't ground meh or anythang ermmhappy

Lucky you. 😕

I know ermmhappy I love my mommy 😍 😊

Good for you. 😕

She doesn't think I do weep

Why not? 😕 Well why don't you tell her that, then? 😕

As for me, I don't believe I've ever said those words. To my mother or to anyone else.

I tell her, but she says I only love her for what she gives meh and that I don't appreciate her weep

I dunno how to prove it to her ermm

Hmmm. Well I guess you should try doing something really nice and out of the ordinary for her. 😕

I do that, but the problem is that she doesn't care about that..or so she says..usually when I have money I go and buy her things but I guess that's not good enough for her.... she has a depression and I think no matter how hard I try it's not gonna cut it...and that gets my depression to kick in ermm

ermm Mind if I ask what she's depressed about? ermm You don't blame yourself for her unhappiness, do you? ermm Cos whatever it is, it's not your fault. 😕

Actually it is my fault ermm Well alot of it 😬

She's had a depression since she was young..she's suffered alot when she was little but now that she's older it's her kids that depress her...she says that we don't think about what she's done for us, everything she's done for us as a single mother of five she's suffered alot trying to feed us all, cloth us, and give us everything we ask her for. Says we don't look at what she's given us, but instead we ask for more, she says that if she could she'd give us the world, but she can't and she hates it when we fight and the way we treat her...says that we don't have any respect for her weep she's mostly talkin about meh when she says that though

Plus, one day she told meh "Appreciate me while you still have me...because once I'm gone, you're gonna feel how I feel....Alone" (my grandma/her mom had recently passed when she said that)..And I believe what she said because even just thinkin about it makes my head hurt and tears stream down my cheeks weep

But it still doesn't sound to me like it really is your fault. 😕 It's not as though you've done something wrong. She only seems to think so. But has she ever sought profssional help? 😕 It may do good. But seriously tho, I'm really sorry you have to go through this. 🙁 hug I'm always here (more or less heh) if you wanna talk to me. cry