Gryffindor's Common Room

glomp thnx for offering 😊

Actually I have done things...I think I've done more things than all my brothers and sisters ermm She has went to a doctor and she is suppose to take pills because her depression is so bad, but she doesn't says they don't even help.

I'm not trippin about it though..she's my mom....I'd die a thousand times just to make sure she's happy. ermmhappy

Anytime. 😄

Oh... Okay. Gonna tell me what they were? 🥷 You don't have to, really. ermm

K, that's good, then. 😊

Disrespect, yelling, taking drugs, getting on probation, and I think she knows I've had sex cry...And she worries everytime she sees the scars on my wrist...from when I used to cut cry

Except I think I've done all that stuff (not including sex) more than most teenagers ermm

shock And you're only sixteen. shock Damn. ermm I'm 18 and haven't gone beyond cutting, disrespect and yelling. ermm

Well, depression runs in my family so it's sorta expected for us to do most of that stuff ermm Except drugs shock

Sorta runs in my family to try to commit suicide in the ninth grade also ermm

shock Damn. shock Wish I could meet you. cry We'd get along perfectly. 😖

How's that?!? 😖

you got a myspace??

Cos we're alot alike. 😖

Nah. ermm

In our personality?!? 😖

I have 2 😖

Dunno. We're just...alike. 😖 Don't you think so? 😕

ermm I'm on Hi5. ermm

Yea, but you have a depression?? 🙁

is that better?? 😕

Yeah, I told you about it, remember? eer Or at least, part of it. ermm

Dunno. ermm But since I'm there, I'm not bothering to check out anywhere else. ermm

Yea, but I didn't know you got an actual depression from it..I thought you were just sad...know what I mean??

hmm I had wanted to sign up at Vampire Freaks, but I don't know many people that have a VF ermm

Well yeah. 😕

Oh. 😖 I think I've heard of it. 😕

Depressions are hard 🙁 I'm here for you if you ever need to talk petpet I'm being serious, sometimes just talking helps out a lot cry

So far, talking's done nothing but make it worse. cry So I've found other ways to express myself, but not to other people. ermm I close myself off alot, I know. 😕

Ah, you're one of those type that keep to themselves when they're depressed!?. So am I 😬

My mom gets worried cuz I lock myself in my room and won't open it till she starts trying to break it down (literally)

See, I knew we were alot alike. 😕

I'd lock myself in my room too....if I had a room. 😐

Anyway, I gotta go. cry cry cry

Continue this tomorrow night? cry cry cry cry

We really are shock

I worry my mom when I do that though...she starts thinkin I might kill myself or start cutting again...which is usually what happens (the cutting)

I'll try to be on tomorrow cry

kk!! Bye cry

Originally posted by Running Mascara
It's my room, so my mom doesn't really get after meh for it..she reminds meh that it's messy, but she doesn't ground meh or anythang ermmhappy

Originally posted by Running Mascara
Ah, you're one of those type that keep to themselves when they're depressed!?. So am I 😬

ermmMeh too.

My parents are so blind sometimes. They can't even tell if im upset or anything.
(^ not referring to what you said)