Life thru my eyes

Him
OUR END

I thought you could love me
I thought you could care
I thought you could be the one
The one to be there
Our friendship we had is over
I can’t stand this anymore
You used to make me so happy
Now you’ve just got me sore
I gave you my heart
I bore out my soul
Now you’ve got my cowering in a hole
Deep and dark
Lonely and cold
I thought you could be someone
My someone to hold
But now it’s all ruined
And everything we had
I guess now it’s nothing but a lie
You were the one I could trust
The one that I thought truly cared
But I guess I gave you something
That was too much the bare
I’m up in my room
Crying alone
But when you hit me
I feel with that tone
What we had is gone
Can’t believe it happened so quickly
I can’t feel the same around you
The feeling is gone, the feeling that was tickly
You know, I loved
Loved you with all my hear
But when you finally found out
You tore me apart
So I guess it’s just you
You’re just like a pill
Instead of making me better
You’re making me ill
So gone is my happy ending
It was shot down the drain
Everything we once had
Is now turned to shame
I wanted to hate you
But I wanted you to see
But some bad wishes do come true
And you threw away the key
The key to my soul
The key to who I am
You slaughtered me bad
You slaughtered me like a lamb
Didn’t think it’d ever happen
That we ‘d one day be torn apart
So now I lie here broken
On the cold hard floor
In my hand,
Holding my broken heart

((also, if you haven't noticed by now, all of the Him poems are going in order that they were written))

Him
DYING INSIDE

Hiding in a corner
Blending with the shadows
I don’t want to be known anymore
I don’t want to know anyone
My heart is broken
I’m being torn into pieces
All because of one person
The person is you
I told you how I felt
But you pushed me away
I couldn’t deny it
So I never gave up
But you got sick of it
An kicked me to the curb
Like I was nothing
As if I was never something
I didn’t think you could do it
I didn’t think it’d hurt
And I didn’t know it was coming
Until you hit me
You hit me hard
You hit me rough
So now I cry alone
Alone in the dark
So you know what you’ve done
The danger you’ve caused
You left me hanging
You leave me broken
I can’t believe it happened
It happened so fast
It hit me like a bullet
Penetrating my chest
I tried to get rid of it
Bu I soon found out
It didn’t hit my somewhere normal
You hit my heart
A dart through my feelings
Shrouding me away with clouds
I’m going now
I’m leaving
Leaving alone and cold
Leaving sad and hurt
I’m dying inside
Dying because of you

Him
THE LOOK

You ask why I look at you this way
I look at you this way because you deserve to be looked at this way
It’s the look I’ve always wanted to give
But was too naïve to want to
It’s the look you’ve led me to hide
The look that was banned from my life
But no longer
The look is here
It’s on my face
And it’s specifically for you
And it isn’t going anywhere for a while

((Sadly, this is the last poem to post for now. More will be up later...i Promise. And hopefully i will post my most favoritest bestest poem in the whole world. Once i find it. Well l8rrrzzz. Comment, but not too much, bcuz i want room for more poems. bcuz u can also PM me if u would like something. And remember ALL POEMS LISTED HERE ARE COPYRIGHTED. PLEASE DO NOT STEAL THEM OTHERWISE I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN AND DESTROY YOU. i don't ask for much except don't steal these please. just remember to give the CORRECT credit to me. i worked hard on these. well goodbyez. for now. and any questions or requests, PM me and i will try to get to u ASAP))

Him
STUCK ON GLUE

As much as I try
To get you off my mind
I can’t
I’m stuck on you
Though I know we’re done
I know we’re through
And even as you say what you say
Do what you do
I try harder each day
To get over you
Why are you so special?
Why, how can I care so?
It’s obvious you don’t want me
As a girlfriend
And now, a best friend
As I drown in pain
I’m stuck on you
Glue is what you are
Maybe the Krazy kind
The kind you don’t want
But once you’ve got it on you
It’s impossible to remove it
It’s not fair
Then again,
No one said it was going to be

Hmmm. So. Poems. Good or Bad? Some are kind of dumb and pointless, but hey, a way to write is an outlet for me. Or else I kind of go insane. Literally. It's pretty wierd.

Haha good girl, copywright em quick! Good. I can understand the outlet, is the same here, mebbe on a different scale, but, eh, different folks.... please write more soon.

Okay.

NOTE:All Works listed above and after written by myself are all COPYWRITTEN so please do not steal them. thank you 🙂

And now more poems Yeah! 🙂

I;'m trying, I've been on a writer's block the past while. It sucks. But maybe I can get my the lyrics to the song my boi wrote. It's really good and I love it. But I'll try to get that awesome poem of mine up. Thanks for the encouragement ^_^

Undeniable

Sometimes we cry over broken hearts
Sometimes we cry over lost friendships
But the worst thing to cry over
Is your own hardships.

Over and over we try
To make the test
Of being considered perfect
To be considered the best.

But sometimes we try too hard
And soemtimes not at all
We ignore friendly laughter
We hate concerning calls.

Most kids think they hate them
The parents everyone has
The think the favor others
Like siblings of spunk and spaz.

We always take for granted
What we should hold the most
And when we do, in the end
We all end up toast.

'Scarred for life by words
That are not meant to be said
And then next thing you know
Someone else is dead.'

Everything in the wordl now
Is taken just for granted
Each day a new grave
Is mounded into the earth and patted.

We shed tears that are not needed
For the ones we share our lives with
And sometimes it all works,
When you say I love you with just a kiss.

Then again, it's always our fault
We're the ones for all the blame
The ones who are always...
Put to shame.

By the ones we love the most
Our loved ones by far
Can soemtimes be the only ones
To leave people with such scars.

You always want to hate them
Just ignore it and not let it show
But you just can't,
It's unable to be let go.

No matter what
They will always be a part of you
That's what can make you the best.
It makes you special too.

Sometimes we're to blind to see
The good things pass us by
That's why we have friends and family
To stop in front of us and say 'hi.'

So at least tell them you love them
Even if you don't want to mean it
Because you're upset and mad at them
You don't want them to see shit.
(inside the pit. [one or the other])
But face the facts
You just have to love them
They're sometimes the only ones
To help you grow throughout your long hard stem.

(The verse that is quote is my favorite verse fyi.)

Rebuild

I know it's over
But I'm still here
Still yet waiting
For it all to reapear
Reality of what we are
And visions of what we used to be
But shockingly just recently
Some of it all came back to me
More than bare, faint words
A touch of skin on skin
You put you arm around me
And I went lazy in the shin
That feeling you gave me
I have waited for so long
I can feel no more pain
But now, I feel more strong
Maybe it'll work
And maybe it just won't
Whatever you do, don't ruin it
I beg you please don't
I've waited for this feeling
The one that was lost
The one that long ago
to the garbage it was tossed
But it was caught
Just by the rim
It was caught by me
Look up, also caught by him
We can try
As long as we don't give up the race
To get it all back
And soon all our fingers
Together can lace.

Bring You Back

Is it you?
Or is it me?
Can you help?
Because I just can't see
I don't want to hurt
I don't want to cry
Lying alone, without you
I wish it all could just pass on by
I speed right by your flaws
I con't care for physical matter
I spill and give my all
And in the end I still shatter
I may look like I'm strong
I can act like I'm okay
But always in the end,
My mind and matter is nothing but a fray
You can shave your head
You can go plain bald
I'll still feel the same
But you'll end up getting everything stalled
Everyone knows it
some say I shoudl move on
Maybe then
It'll be easier when you're gone
It's so much easier
To say it through my mind
But when I see your face
I can't breathe and my insides become all twined
I wrote many stories.
Stories about me and you
Bound and fictional
But the last one I wrote, is when I knew
I have to get rid of you
n order to move on
To get rid of everything we had
And actually hit me much later that you're gone
Cry, cry cry my eye out
Cryyning over you was my best knack
But with every night and day spent cyring,
I figure(d) out, tears can't bring you back.

Terrill Pinckney

I didn't know you too well
And I wasn't your closest friend
I didn't know much about you
Favortie color or clothing trend
I never knew your phone number
But I knew what you liked
You liked football.
Hope of NFL or NBA
Most athletci superlative
Cutest twins even today
But the upstairs,
He needed you
So you got a shortcut to the end
Many cried
Many mourned
Disbelief and tears
Is all that we now know
You're gone.
Only one twin
We'll miss you
But never forget you.

R.I.P. April 30, 2005,
All 6 people Killed in that awful carwreck in Hardeeville, South Carolina.
You stay with out hearts.

(I was rather disappointed in myself how this turned out. I should've done better...)

((YES! My Writers block is gone...for now. Here are two new poems I just wrote🙂)

Forget & Go

I didn't think it could happen
I just couldn't think you,...
That loving you would be this hard
I didn't think it through.
Why did I go to that dance?
Why did I fall in love with your smile?
Why oh why did I let you play with me?
For more than just a while.
I want to forget it all
All the memories we shared
Happy and sad, good and bad.
They just hurt the same once compared
I don't want to know you
That nothing between ever existed
Not even the thought og your tender lips
Foret the memory that I kissed it.
I don't want you in my mind
I want you out of my head
I don't want any memories of us
To have tot hink about as I lie in bed.
I just want to forget
I am willing to move on
To erase everything of you
And for goo them to be gone
I'm sick of playing your games
I want it all to just end
Just to stop it all
For my tendencies to not tend
I've cried about you for much too long
I don't want in, I just want you out
Be gone! Go Away! Shoo!
Oh please god forbid I don't have to shout.
I hate you for reason
Beyond what you know
Can't you see?
The door is there...
so please...just go

Blind (2:Kaycee)

How could I be so blind?
Why did it take me so long to see?
How could I be so dumb?
Why did I give you the key?
I let you trick me
You had me for yourself
But for some unknown reason
You threw me back on the shelf
To get me dusty and old
But when I myself came down
To share with you some smiles
I kept getting nothing but the same frown
You made me trust you
Forced out my heart
Turned me into the board
And sharpening a new dart
Why did it take so long?
To notice you always lied?
I could've saved myself
From all the pain and tears I cried.
Why did you do it?
Why didn't I see it before?
I guess you can have it back,
Our friendship you torw
You said you didnt care
Now I don't think you ever did
I didn't think you were serious
I wanted you to just kid.
Why didn't I sense it?
The kinfe from behind
Only when I felt it,
I realized I've been blind.

((Okay, well I'm done for now.))

Originally posted by kaiy037
I;'m trying, I've been on a writer's block the past while. It sucks. But maybe I can get my the lyrics to the song my boi wrote. It's really good and I love it. But I'll try to get that awesome poem of mine up. Thanks for the encouragement ^_^

dang, lady, you can pour it on! haha wow... nice works everywhere!

and nice to write for the folks that no longer walk with us. MORE!!!

Haha. I can't. At least not now. I have no inspration and nothing's coming to mind. But I promise you, when I get something, I'll post it. Promise. But hmm, do you like to read stories?

yes indeed. do you write them as well?

Yes I do. You can find the link to my website with it all on my profile, or click the link below:

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