People would be amazed.
Peopled would be shocked.
My friends would hate me.
Some would cry.
If I told the truth.
I'm looking for someone to be there,
I'm looking for someone to hold.
I want someone that'll warm me up
In the midst outside in the cold.
They all think they could be the ones.
The ones to be there.
They all try their hardest to hold me close.
But truth is, I jsut don't care.
I wonder where this will lead.
Where it'll all go.
If I keep going on like this.
Should I let it show?
Or should I just keep it to myself?
Should I tell them it doesn't matter,
How I don't care how hard they try to understand or be there,
Will their hearts shatter?
If I tell them,
Will they accept it?
Will they just let it go
And not look at my face and pray to hit?
If they knew I don't want THEM as the one,
They'd probably be mad.
They'd talk about me, say they don't care
A few would be sad.
I'm sorry, I apologize
I'm just waiting ths dire wait through,
Even as hard as you try,
I'm sorry, that person isn't you.
I don't want it to be you,
I still want to wait,
I still want to look
I wonder if I tell them, will I be the one to hate.
If I tell them I don't want to accept it
That they could be the one,
Will they still hold out friendship?
Or give up and say "It's done."
I still want to be your friend,
I just still want to look
For that someone to satisfy my hold
For their arms to be my nook.
I fear that they'll hate me
Though I don't care to be alone
It hurts to lose what you have to words
That you've shown to never have known.
Have you ever lost someone to something?
Something you didn't know?
Something they said you did?
But all along you knew you'd never show
Because you do love them,
And we all have our faults.
So don't let what I want and fairytale,
Bring eveything to a hault.
Stay here with me,
Even if you're not exactly what I dream
I may be blind at the moment,
Becuase nothing's ever as i they seem.
A sudden, flash of the light poem I jsut now wrote from the top of my head.
Does anyone get it?
Can anyone analyze it?
Originally posted by Coldfiredamn straight. and hey, if someone says they do, well, i got news for them. i have friends on the military bases near ya, just gimme a photo, and they'll learn what "hate" is.... heh heh heh "every been to boot camp boy?" 😂
If anyone hates you, then f*ck them! Yeah just what Will said, don't listen to those sorts of thoughts, they only cause you much grief and hassle.
Haha. Thanks for the support you guys. Hehe.
Well here's the latest:
Everyone used to know,
Everyone used to see
We all in one knew,
Exactly who I used to be.
But now it's a mystery,
No one knows why,
No matter how bad things get,
Around others I cannot cry.
No one knows why
I feel at best when I'm alone
I like to keep my secrets
That I wish I would've never had let it shown
My moods swing around
In a minute I can be a joyed
The next I can be upset
And too easily annoyed
I yell around at others
Sometimes say things I don't mean
People say it's normal
Just natural angst of a teen.
But It's more than that
It's more than you know
Don't be so naive
I don't let EVERYTHING show
I'm just a mystery
Even to me
I guess there are just things
That aren't what you see
I gaze into the rain
Get lost in the drops
There is something in the fallings
That just...kind of...stops
Maybe you know who I used to be
But that is no longer me
Drop your hopes and dreams
Because it's all underneath, you'll see.
I'm not who I used to be.
[Everyone thinks they know me
But they don't and this is true
Because I don't know myself either
And to think back,
It makes me wonder if I EVER knew.]
I'm slowly fading away,
Into te midst of the night
Blending with the shadows
This feeling seems just so right
No one can see me
I'm just a breeze in the halls
I no longer have to suffer from others
The harsh ignorant push-and-fall's
I'm wandering through the space
I'm wandering through the lost
I find I could've had a happy-ending
But it wonders, at what cost?
I no longer have to fear
I no longer have to stare,
Into the air and space of everything and everyone
That never was really there.
I'm slowly disappearing.
Erasing without a trace
Will anyone notice I'm gone and care?
Or will everyone just remember me as 'the wierd case'
At least I will no longer have to care
about the lonely nights I spend alone
And no longer will I have to ignore
The ignorant dispersing remarks,
That I have always known.
I glide down toward the night
Leaving behind the last of light
Into the arms of the watch of nothing
Now I'm know I'm doing,
Very quite alright.
Disappearing
Faded.
A mist.
Just something you'll no longer see.
Something you've never seen before.
Thanks. I'm pretty pissed though, earlier, I was typing one down, from the top of my head, to finish my 'HIM' section and all, but then some button was pressed while I was typing and it ****ing deleted 8/9 of the poem. So, I am pretty upset over that, it was really good too.
But thanks for the comment Will. But if I turn into mist, you can't bottle me up, because mist gets the chance to go everywhere, everywhere, then back to the same place again. You know? Probably not.
But if you do bottle me up, share it with [three] other people and the rest let free. I want to stick with you all, but I also want to roam around the world. Heh heh. Whoa damn, I'm rambling.
Originally posted by kaiy037
Thanks. I'm pretty pissed though, earlier, I was typing one down, from the top of my head, to finish my 'HIM' section and all, but then some button was pressed while I was typing and it ****ing deleted 8/9 of the poem. So, I am pretty upset over that, it was really good too.But thanks for the comment Will. But if I turn into mist, you can't bottle me up, because mist gets the chance to go everywhere, everywhere, then back to the same place again. You know? Probably not.
But if you do bottle me up, share it with [three] other people and the rest let free. I want to stick with you all, but I also want to roam around the world. Heh heh. Whoa damn, I'm rambling.
lol most of what we do here is ramble so don't worry about it 😛
Haha. Okay. Well here's a new one:
What's wrong with the world today?
Nobody really wants to live.
Nobody reall wants to try.
There's nothing left to give.
I just don't get it.
What happened to this place.
We've all turned against each other.
What's happening to the human race.
People are fighting each other.
Others just choose to use a gun.
Some just sit and watch
While the rest do nothing but run.
We're killing ourselves.
We're all dying.
Too stingy and stubborn to slow down and stop,
Even for a poor child standing in the street crying.
Just point and laugh
Don't say hello
Just walk on by.
Because I already know.
What's happening to the world.
Where's this all going to lead
Killing this place slowly
TIl' everything we've thrown away,
Is what we'll only need.
Stereotyping people on the street.
Let alone your closest friends
Living up to nothing but a given name
Each single body comign to its own ends
What happened to this place
Whe'ere did we go wrong
Everything we one loved and cherished,
Now it's all gone.
It's either love
Or it's either hate
When we finally realize what we're doing [is wrong]
You try to ignore the knowledge that it's too late
We're burning ourselfves slowly
We're burning ourselves to ash
We're ignoring the principles to life
Sticking with only Sex, drugs, and cash.
What are we doing?
What's happening to us.
We can't recognize our faults [even as it stares us in the face]
And we won't until we're all [finally] just dust.
Originally posted by kaiy037
Thanks. I'm pretty pissed though, earlier, I was typing one down, from the top of my head, to finish my 'HIM' section and all, but then some button was pressed while I was typing and it ****ing deleted 8/9 of the poem. So, I am pretty upset over that, it was really good too.But thanks for the comment Will. But if I turn into mist, you can't bottle me up, because mist gets the chance to go everywhere, everywhere, then back to the same place again. You know? Probably not.
But if you do bottle me up, share it with [three] other people and the rest let free. I want to stick with you all, but I also want to roam around the world. Heh heh. Whoa damn, I'm rambling.
😆 ok. and hey, to prevent the loss of that, i find that using either a "keystroke" program or just rightclick and copying helps ..... 😄
cool poem hon. you see the harshness of the world, yet let me give you hope. it was not always so, and so it cannot always be, it will change in time. Stand up for what you feel is right, and stand strong!