its five in the morning
and i have been dreaming
but i haven't been sleeping
dawn seems to be arriving
the sunlight seeping through my window
i close my eyes and still see it
the last time i saw your face
i feel the emotions weld up in my eyes
even though none is around
I'm scared to cry
i don't think ill get out of bed today
just sit here and try to understand
you left without a word
left me here all alone
in a room full of deafening silence
i here the sounds of traffic
the people continuing their pointless jobs
arguing of pointless thoughts
life's to short to hold a grudge
i should take my own advice
but i cant forget that you just left
i don't think i ll get out of bed tomorrow
i don't think i will leave this room
i think about the time i spent with you
and the heart ache returns once again
the time i spent with you let me breath
but your memory wont let me live
all the sudden i smell your sent
the way an angel smells
i think about how foolish that was
to let you in my life, now i wont forget
i wish you wouldn't leave
i would wish upon a rainbow
just to see your face again
i wish i could have changed the words that i have said
but today i don't think ill leave this room
i wont get out of bed
sunshine through my window
but never in my thoughts
leaving me in darkness
just alone in the dark
i try to let the sunshine in
but it doesnt seem to reach me
i notice now its still to dark
to see around the corners
of my darkened mind
my thoughts invade
my shallow mind
and spread even more darkness
leaving me traped within my mind
and alone on a dark island
would you help me light the way
or leave me stranded here again
with not a single sparkle of light
to help me find the way
will you leave me stranded here
or help me up once again
from the trap
that is my mind
Originally posted by heavenablaze666
sunshine through my window
but never in my thoughts
leaving me in darkness
just alone in the dark
i try to let the sunshine in
but it doesnt seem to reach me
i notice now its still to dark
to see around the corners
of my darkened mind
my thoughts invade
my shallow mind
and spread even more darkness
leaving me traped within my mind
and alone on a dark island
would you help me light the way
or leave me stranded here again
with not a single sparkle of light
to help me find the way
will you leave me stranded here
or help me up once again
from the trap
that is my mind
clapping
you whispers bring
pleasant shivers
down my spine
and i feel like i could
drown in your eyes
slipping into and inevitable
crush
i just don't seem to understand
three days with out sleep
to busy thinking about you
wondering if this is more then another crush
but i don't seem to find an answer
watching you steady movements
making sure i remember
you smell the way angels smell
a heavens breeze, a clouds kiss
i watch you from a distance but
still feel very close
my knees feel weak, heavy breathing
ever time you come around
it hurts to know
that i cant tell you how i feel
or that you will never know
i feel to ashamed at what you might say
if i told you that i loved you
(dedicated to my crush ....he'll never know how i feel and i want to keep it that way)
hahah yeah, I wish she could see I like her a good bit, but that may not be right for now. so, I am and always shall remain the gentleman knight, never pushy, and just awaiting my answers. Oi.... hahahaha it sucks sometimes to be a nice guy, but I am told it is wonderful in the end... I guess I will find out. If nothing else, she is a kick a$$ friend, and I will move heaven and earth to help her and her little one.