when broken is easily fixed

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cold fire: aww no way im hotter then you are ...actually i have never seen your picture before so ...i guess theres really not telling

dreaming warrior: i missed you
why shouldnt i do it to my self .........i miss him ....and just feeling this way is a frecking cxonstant reminder that i did nothing to stop him at all

Originally posted by heavenablaze666
cold fire: aww no way im hotter then you are ...actually i have never seen your picture before so ...i guess theres really not telling

dreaming warrior: i missed you
why shouldnt i do it to my self .........i miss him ....and just feeling this way is a frecking cxonstant reminder that i did nothing to stop him at all


Gott sie dammt woman, listen to me. YOUARE NOT TO BLAME! i lost a love along time ago to suicide... and I could not have stopped her. she would have done it anyway. once folks are on that path, you cannot do anything. if someone wants to die that bad, they will find away. I know. I tried. it took physical restraints to stop me. please baby, dont do this to yourself hug please?

i cant help it i want to stop thinking like this but ..,...its just there ...a dark corner in the back of my mind ...just haunting me .....i know i could have done something......maybe ..it wouldnt have mattered much but tha fact that i could have .........it bothers me to know i could have stopped him you know what lets not talk about it anymore....ok

is ok... hug I want you to get better hon.

hug

i dont want you to carry my burden ill get better on my own ....i dont know why you want to help so much ....

I cannot carry your burden, only my King can. But I can move the Heavens and the Earth to help you onto recovery. why do I want to help? because I care. I care deeply about my friends, my fellow human beings, you all. I love all of you like ...... dammit, like a knight. my heritage and bloodline is burning inside me to help.

😊 relax ok? i understand you want to help ...but this is something i kinda need to do on my own

ill be your light in the dark
ill be your escape
ill hold your hand
keep you from a metal scrap
ill save you
ill save you from a burning hell
ill keep you here with me
ill never try to break you
ill never try to push you down
i would never hurt you
ill save you
ill keep your fire burning
i will kiss ever scar and weep you are not alone
ill show you a place
were my heart trys to beat
were dreams are never broken
becuase you never fall asleep
ill save you

*chillin like a villain* hah... nice poem.

thanx😊

ok i figured it out
since i couldnt save todd.....tehn i guess ill just dedicate my life helping and saving other people ...i am the new wonder woman ...kinda .....with out the cape.......maybe ill keep the lasso

Originally posted by heavenablaze666
ok i figured it out
since i couldnt save todd.....tehn i guess ill just dedicate my life helping and saving other people ...i am the new wonder woman ...kinda .....with out the cape.......maybe ill keep the lasso

That's kinda what I've been doing too ✅ That's why I'm around here, I think sometimes, to be an ear to listen for those who don't have anyone to listen to them...

Originally posted by heavenablaze666
i cant help it ....its kinda my fault...i could have done something if i had been home......i should have been there you know.......cry

I dont know what to say. I'll just hold you.

hug

Originally posted by heavenablaze666
even with my tung sticking out like that ......😬

✅ 😛

😖hifty: maybe i should blame myself more often

thanx

Originally posted by heavenablaze666
😖hifty: maybe i should blame myself more often

thanx


😂 Glad to see you feeling better 🙂

yep lot better

hey cold fire todays a little slow eh?

Originally posted by heavenablaze666
yep lot better

hey cold fire todays a little slow eh?


Yeah just a little eh? Kinda sad to see, but meh what can ya do *shrugs*

im bored so i shall post pics

this is gabe

my brother james