scared to death of death =(
im 16 years old and im wickid effing scared. like idk if its cuz im on new meds for my bipolar but i get bad panic attacks. im scared that theres nothing after we die. and i shake and cry. but its only been the past few days so im HOPING its the meds im on. this sucks tho real bad like.. what if there is nothing? im trying to be a better person now and stop the bad shit i do but its so hard... i cant imagine not being in the world. and i dont want it to be soon i want to die old but i dont want to die at all. sdkfjhaskdjfhak this sucksss
im 16 years old and im wickid effing scared. like idk if its cuz im on new meds for my bipolar but i get bad panic attacks. im scared that theres nothing after we die. and i shake and cry. but its only been the past few days so im HOPING its the meds im on. this sucks tho real bad like.. what if there is nothing? im trying to be a better person now and stop the bad shit i do but its so hard... i cant imagine not being in the world. and i dont want it to be soon i want to die old but i dont want to die at all. sdkfjhaskdjfhak this sucksss
Re: scared to death of death =(
Originally posted by melanie x0x
im 16 years old and im wickid effing scared. like idk if its cuz im on new meds for my bipolar but i get bad panic attacks. im scared that theres nothing after we die. and i shake and cry. but its only been the past few days so im HOPING its the meds im on. this sucks tho real bad like.. what if there is nothing? im trying to be a better person now and stop the bad shit i do but its so hard... i cant imagine not being in the world. and i dont want it to be soon i want to die old but i dont want to die at all. sdkfjhaskdjfhak this sucksss
Why would you care? If there is nothing then you won't even notice.
Re: scared to death of death =(
Originally posted by melanie x0x
im 16 years old and im wickid effing scared. like idk if its cuz im on new meds for my bipolar but i get bad panic attacks. im scared that theres nothing after we die. and i shake and cry. but its only been the past few days so im HOPING its the meds im on. this sucks tho real bad like.. what if there is nothing? im trying to be a better person now and stop the bad shit i do but its so hard... i cant imagine not being in the world. and i dont want it to be soon i want to die old but i dont want to die at all. sdkfjhaskdjfhak this sucksss
I get that every 2 years, then I'm scared shitless for a week or so. Shakin' & stuff. Then I always come to the conclusion to just not think about it and just make fun and just LIVE and it works, but I will get new panicattacks in the future, I am sure. It's not that bad U no, better than people who only actually realise they are gonna MF'in' die when they're minutes from it, that must be terrifying. U no, who never stood still on death. Hope U had something with my post. Don't try to think about it 2 much but Do think about it once in A while. And yeah the chance is MFing big there's nothing after death.
First realised I was gonna die when I was 7, I was sick for days.
"Life is just a party and parties weren't meant to last" - Prince