Originally posted by T.V.O.T.I.
[b]UnforgivableI gave you so much of my time
Trying To prove to you that I loved you
But what am I to do now
After you have played your games
And turned my love into hate
I gave you so much of my energy
Fighting to prove that I loved you
But what am I to do mow
After you have played your games
And turned my love into hate
I gave you so much of my trust
Believing to prove to you that I loved you
But what am I to do now
After you have played your games
And turned my love into hate
I gave you so much of my love
Caring to prove to you that loved you
And for what?
So you could play your games,
And turn my love into hate?[/B]
Originally posted by T.V.O.T.I.
[b]😠
I wanted so desperately to have
something I could write about
It seems no matter how many times
the lesson is thought
I never learn to be careful
If I seem a little bitter
It is because I am
I took a chance on someone
Opened up my heart once more
Only to be betrayed again
Like so many times before
Maybe it was her beauty
Maybe I just wanted to believe
But what does it matter
When my heart cannot find truth
And longs to remain broken [/B]
Nothing Left
Countless times in my mind
I have questioned if we were friends
I kept my many doubts unspoken
So afraid of what you might think
The person I taught myself to be
Always thought it best to ranaway from truth
I have learned that only leads me in circles
Repeating past mistakes over and over
When last we spoke I realized
This charade could no longer be upheld
I am hoping these words will not fall upon deaf ears
And you accept them without much offense
If our friendship does not survive this
Then I guess we never were truly friends
Searching For Words To Explain
Lately I have not had a lot to write about
It would only be me being me
To question why that might be
It is a saddening thought to think
That my life has lost all of it's spontaneity
I remember times when smiling came easy
And although crying isn't pleasant
At least I felt some type of emotion
I guess my life could be
Summed up as a ballad-less ballad
Confusion has been a part of me for such a long time
That now I cannot shake the feeling
That a piece of me is somehow forever lost
How am I ever to be whole in the proverbial sense
When what I am missing is forgotten