so earlier before i started cookin, my sister had her friend over and they brought her friend's son inside, who's like 1, and he was crawling around on the floor by me and i was helping him stand up and playing with him and my sister just goes "we need to get you artificially inseminated. you'd look good with a baby."
kick to the metaphorical balls, man. like fo realsies? it's gonna take artificial insemination to get me a kid? and people wonder why i look down on myself so much
I didnt know the whole story, i overreacted the other day.
i was pretty damn emotional about it. and im going to say this right ****ing now.
I did not know the whole story. i did not wait for her to tell me.
i made one of my negative assumptions and ran with it, you all know i do this sometimes.
now that ive been filled in, im saying that i was wrong about some things.
you guys.. well, you guys who have left your houses, know that sometimes in a breakup. people say things that arent true, they pain the other person as this horrible person (ken & piggle, anyone?, no homo, no comment)
so yeah.
I did that. im not proud of it, and i wish i hadn't of done it.
i know how pathetic that makes me. but you know what, i was ****ing hurt,. and needed to vent.
i acted on false assumptions, something im sure youve all seen me do often.
so yeah.
im better now, ive aired out my shit.
im sorry for being a whiny emo ***** (as if im gonna stop, ~hearmm~ )
she really isnt a cheating whore.
yeah, i still love her. mock me for it.
i just saw some shit that freaked me right the **** out.
i like to read up on medical stuff, kind of a hobby, its neat, dont judge me.
So i was reading up on teeth...... the shit that can happen to your mouth, holy ****, the stuff of god damn nightmares.
and its made me decided to see a dentist once every day for the rest of my life.