i was not up to it.

saturday night.

club dancing... flirting with women... saying the right things. telling sex inuendo jokes. making them laugh... girl says lets get out of here...it will be a 1nite stand after clubbin. we went seperate ways.

we get to her house... yes score. she strips on front of me. but then my thoughts went straight to my X. i didnt pay attention to a naked woman in front of me. she grabs my belt takes off my pants. i was not up to it. 😮 she tried stimulating me but my mind was not on. therefore i wasnt ready. i was not in the mood for sex. i pushed her away grab my clothes and put them on. and told her i dont even know you.

for the first time in my life i dont see women as sex objects.

what the fvck just happened to me? is it defying male instincts?

next day sunday today.

one of the nurse i used to flirt. i wasnt interested. i didnt respond. she was cute but yet again. my thoughts went straight to X and..
for the first time in my life i dont see women as sex objects.

after getting off duty. i got blood test at the lab. i now await the dreaded results because of my past ''mistakes'' will it be HIV- or HIV+?

Originally posted by ROYALGUARD
saturday night.

club dancing... flirting with women... saying the right things. telling sex inuendo jokes. making them laugh... girl says lets get out of here...it will be a 1nite stand after clubbin. we went seperate ways.

we get to her house... yes score. she strips on front of me. but then my thoughts went straight to my X. i didnt pay attention to a naked woman in front of me. she grabs my belt takes off my pants. i was not up to it. 😮 she tried stimulating me but my mind was not on. therefore i wasnt ready. i was not in the mood for sex. i pushed her away grab my clothes on. and told her i dont even know you.

for the first time in my life i dont see women as sex objects.

what the fvck just happened to me? is it defying male instincts?

next day sunday today.

one of the nurse i used to flirt. i wasnt interested. i didnt respond. she was cute but yet again. my thoughts went straight to X and..
for the first time in my life i dont see women as sex objects.

after getting off duty. i got blood test at the lab. i now await the dreaded results because of my past ''mistakes'' will it be HIV- or HIV+?

Positive, certainly, I heard yif you don't like to have sex it must be HIV.....might even be full blown AIDS already.....well, was nice to know you...

Personally I think you are a lying 13 year old.

You sure as hell act like one.

I don't believe that story at all.

we will see whether if its + or -

i regret 1nitestands. i am worried sick when i was working and now i am typing and still worrying about the results.

This happened:

ROYALGUARD: Hi! Would you like to dance?
Girl:What?
ROYALGUARD: I said you look fat in those pants!
Scythe: HI-OHHHH!

Originally posted by ROYALGUARD
we will see whether if its + or -

i regret 1nitestands. i am worried sick when i was working and now i am typing and still worrying about the results.

Oh stop worrying, they will be +...certainly....it's a typical example....oh well, should have thought about it before.

Except for that I am with VV on teh 13 year old thingy....although----it might jsut be 12.

Originally posted by ROYALGUARD
we will see whether if its + or -

i regret 1nitestands. i am worried sick when i was working and now i am typing and still worrying about the results.

Originally posted by Bardock42
Oh stop worrying, they will be +...certainly....it's a typical example....oh well, should have thought about it before.

Except for that I am with VV on teh 13 year old thingy....although----it might jsut be 12.

😂 ✅

Originally posted by Vinny Valentine
Personally I think you are a lying 13 year old.

You sure as hell act like one.

I don't believe that story at all.

when a man is depressed and doesnt know where to turn. that man acts different. this forum is my release on whats botherin me in the head.
oh yea add 9 more years to your 13.

Originally posted by Spawn_Master
Think positive things man, don't let it worry you too much. ✅

HAHA, funniest thing ever...

Originally posted by Bardock42
HAHA, funniest thing ever...

Originally posted by Spawn_Master
Think positive things man, don't let it worry you too much. ✅

Ironic, much?

Originally posted by ROYALGUARD
when a man is depressed and doesnt know where to turn. that man acts different. this forum is my release on whats botherin me in the head.
oh yea add 9 more years to your 13.

Haha Funny.

You're still lying...

Bardock 😂 I love that George Carlin Quote, HIS Ten commandments

Originally posted by ROYALGUARD
when a man is depressed and doesnt know where to turn. that man acts different. this forum is my release on whats botherin me in the head.
oh yea add 9 more years to your 13.

Riddle me this, why can a 22 year old man not spell correctly, even if his life depended on it?

Answer: Because he is actually a 12 year old boy trying to impress people on an Internet Forum.....hit puberty yet?

Originally posted by MC Mike
Ironic, much?

And all you have to say is "Funniest thing ever" and "Ironic, much?"

Man, you people are heartless! 😠

Originally posted by Bardock42
Riddle me this, why can a 22 year old man not spell correctly, even if his life depended on it?

Answer: Because he is actually a 12 year old boy trying to impress people on an Internet Forum.....hit puberty yet?

Originally posted by Spawn_Master
I fail to understand the "funny" in that 😐

Originally posted by Vinny Valentine
Haha Funny.

You're still lying...

Bardock 😂 I love that George Carlin Quote, [b]HIS Ten commandments [/B]

I know, one of the funniest routines I've heard all week...

it doesnt matter if you believe my truth and my experiences. all it matters now is i go to psychiatric evaluation and try to solve my problems. and let me just type my truth. my experience.

Originally posted by Spawn_Master
21 Sherlock..

13 plus 9 is 22 in my book...not sure what you are talking about...