i was not up to it.

Originally posted by Vinny Valentine
rofl

Oh god.

Dude, Three problems right there.

1) You asked ****nig K.Diddy for help.
2) You came to a forum for help
3) You have no Friends

i didnt ask kdd he offered it himself. he was kind enough to tell me go counseling
and yes i have friends at work from doctors to nurses to my brother security guards. but its true i havent made ''friends at this forum." and my counselor is against posting life problems at forums.
yes its stupidity to come to forum for help. but... it did help a little because it seems my problems are just a bit lighter.

and now i just thank everyone for just listening to my problems. it seems the burden is to heavy.

Originally posted by Vinny Valentine
rofl

Oh god.

Dude, Three problems right there.

1) You asked ****nig K.Diddy for help.
2) You came to a forum for help
3) You have no Friends

1) I agree, asking K.Diddy was a bad idea
2) He never came for help, only to explain his problem.
3) You didn't need to come in and insult him in the first place. This guy was thinking of commiting suicide, and all you can do is laugh? Dude, that's really sad. That shows how you have no sympathy for other people, and only for yourself. When YOU ever get a certain disease that you almost commite suicide for, don't expect any sympathy 😐

Originally posted by ROYALGUARD
saturday night.

club dancing... flirting with women... saying the right things. telling sex inuendo jokes. making them laugh... girl says lets get out of here...it will be a 1nite stand after clubbin. we went seperate ways.

we get to her house... yes score. she strips on front of me. but then my thoughts went straight to my X. i didnt pay attention to a naked woman in front of me. she grabs my belt takes off my pants. i was not up to it. 😮 she tried stimulating me but my mind was not on. therefore i wasnt ready. i was not in the mood for sex. i pushed her away grab my clothes and put them on. and told her i dont even know you.

for the first time in my life i dont see women as sex objects.

what the fvck just happened to me? is it defying male instincts?

next day sunday today.

one of the nurse i used to flirt. i wasnt interested. i didnt respond. she was cute but yet again. my thoughts went straight to X and..
for the first time in my life i dont see women as sex objects.

after getting off duty. i got blood test at the lab. i now await the dreaded results because of my past ''mistakes'' will it be HIV- or HIV+?

i didnt expect anything i just expect you to hear my problems and thats it. doesnt matter if you believe or not. i just want you to hear it. and share your thoughts because. it is possible that someone like k.diddy might just save me from insanity.

i just realized why i turned down sex. maybe i was trying not to spread disease subconcisously.

Originally posted by ROYALGUARD
i didnt expect anything i just expect you to hear my problems and thats it. doesnt matter if you believe or not. i just want you to hear it. and share your thoughts because. it is possible that someone like k.diddy might just save me from insanity.

i just realized why i turned down sex. maybe i was trying not to spread disease subconcisously.

Well then it is all good, you can share your problems, we can have a good laugh at them....

Originally posted by Bardock42
Well then it is all good, you can share your problems, we can have a good laugh at them....

You people are really heartless..For all you know, this could be really happening, and you all take it as a joke..man, you make me sick..all of you..😐

Originally posted by Spawn_Master
again, no sympathy..

You people are really heartless..For all you know, this could be really happening, and you all take it as a joke..man, you make me sick..all of you..😐

Nah, I'd stick to it if it was real too....but yeah, no sympathy.....

Originally posted by Spawn_Master
Don't jump to conclusions there Vinny.

1) I agree, asking K.Diddy was a bad idea
2) He never came for help, only to explain his problem.
3) You didn't need to come in and insult him in the first place. This guy was thinking of commiting suicide, and all you can do is laugh? Dude, that's really sad. That shows how you have no sympathy for other people, and only for yourself. When YOU ever get a certain disease that you almost commite suicide for, don't expect any sympathy 😐

Thats funny dude because guess what, I do have a disease that could end my life so please don't lecture me on that bullshit. This story doesn't sell with me because its completely unbelievable.

Originally posted by Vinny Valentine
Thats funny dude because guess what, I do have a disease that could end my life so please don't lecture me on that bullshit. This story doesn't sell with me because its completely unbelievable.

Originally posted by Spawn_Master
I don't buy it..Your just making up bullshit to act cool..dude, seriously, your one sad, strange little man..😐

I know it seems like I'm being a hypcocrite, but I never posted on the forum about it, or really talked about it. The only thing I ever said was I was pulled out of school in september and taken to a hospital by ambulance. I don't care what you people think, but people who know me MSN wise know about it.

I don't really want to get into this.

tonight i am preparing to go to church once again since last 3 years i stop praying. praying for forgiveness. my last hope hangs in God's hand friends family counselling and "outside force" (OTF forum)

i hope to see everyone the next day.

sincerely
jason.

Originally posted by Vinny Valentine
I know it seems like I'm being a hypcocrite, but I never posted on the forum about it, or really talked about it. The only thing I ever said was I was pulled out of school in september and taken to a hospital by ambulance. I don't care what you people think, but people who know me MSN wise know about it.

I don't really want to get into this.

Originally posted by Spawn_Master
If you don't, then why did you go ahead and make a joke out of someone elses problems? Do you see me laughing at your certain disease? I care for people who have certain problems, unlike you guys who laugh at them. You think life is just a toy for a little kids imagination.

😂 okay put this into thought.

Its a world wide Forum, everyday people make up shit to get sympathy or look good. Posting this on a forum is dumb and makes no seance. By posting this on a forum you make people NOT believe you because it falls under the same category of the person who said she was her brother posting in on the forum from a hospital. I give no respect to people like this and personally I like laughing at them for stupidity.

By the way, Bardock I really like you now on KMC 😂

Originally posted by Vinny Valentine
😂 okay put this into thought.

Its a world wide Forum, everyday people make up shit to get sympathy or look good. Posting this on a forum is dumb and makes no seance. By posting this on a forum you make people NOT believe you because it falls under the same category of the person who said she was her brother posting in on the forum from a hospital. I give no respect to people like this and personally I like laughing at them for stupidity.

While you ever think of it that way, in some ways I agree. But did you ever think that this could REALLY be happening, and then the next day, they either die from a disease or commit suicide? In most ways they do make up this stuff, but about 20% of the time, people are NOT lieing.

More like 10%

By the way, people don't get aids then die the next day after getting there results back 🙄

Originally posted by Vinny Valentine
More like 10%

By the way, people don't get aids then die the next day after getting there results back 🙄

Originally posted by Vinny Valentine
More like 10%

By the way, people don't get aids then die the next day after getting there results back 🙄

I think it's more the shock of the results rather than the aids that kills them. 😬

Originally posted by Itzak
I think it's more the shock of the results rather than the aids that kills them. 😬

ermm

I still don't care.

You arn't donig a good job changing my mind.