i was not up to it.

Originally posted by Vinny Valentine
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I still don't care.

You arn't donig a good job changing my mind.

If I was even trying to change your mind, it would have worked already

🙄

Do your best, and you still couldn't.

I'm, not heartless by the way if I don't think a idiot poster is not telling the truth.

Whatever man, do what you want..

Now that that's settled..I can move on with my life..😐

You stopped moving your life?

Originally posted by Itzak
I think it's more the shock of the results rather than the aids that kills them. 😬

Or they decide to end their lives 🙁

I feel like such a sucker, I kind of believe him 😆 bag

Originally posted by Leo.M
Or they decide to end their lives 🙁

I feel like such a sucker, I kind of believe him 😆 bag

Well, that's sort of what I meant. leftright

Originally posted by Vinny Valentine
You stopped moving your life?

Originally posted by Spawn_Master
Dude, sad..I thought you would've gotten over that stupid fight after it was done..really sad..❌

Seriously, you stopped your life for that arguement?

Originally posted by Vinny Valentine
Seriously, you stopped your life for that arguement?

❌

Vinny, your a wanker! To stop being a wanker put my three points back, plus another three for calling you a wanker. And you will not be a wanker. Wanker.

a religious man was once so holy. now he has fallen so far from righteousness. defying the commandments of God has led to his fate.

came back from the church. i listened intently on the sermon. took the advices to heart. tears fell during prayer. feelings of regret guilt shame combined as i walked in the isle to the pews. and now i just try to live my life 1 day at a time. pondering if there is redemption.

sincerely
jason

jason if your taking the advice of some of the morons on here then i pity you how ever if what you've described is happening i can only hope that somewhere along the line you'll ballence your thoughts

"death is an escape unless you chose to take it"

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Originally posted by ROYALGUARD
saturday night.

club dancing... flirting with women... saying the right things. telling sex inuendo jokes. making them laugh... girl says lets get out of here...it will be a 1nite stand after clubbin. we went seperate ways.

we get to her house... yes score. she strips on front of me. but then my thoughts went straight to my X. i didnt pay attention to a naked woman in front of me. she grabs my belt takes off my pants. i was not up to it. 😮 she tried stimulating me but my mind was not on. therefore i wasnt ready. i was not in the mood for sex. i pushed her away grab my clothes and put them on. and told her i dont even know you.

for the first time in my life i dont see women as sex objects.

what the fvck just happened to me? is it defying male instincts?

next day sunday today.

one of the nurse i used to flirt. i wasnt interested. i didnt respond. she was cute but yet again. my thoughts went straight to X and..
for the first time in my life i dont see women as sex objects.

after getting off duty. i got blood test at the lab. i now await the dreaded results because of my past ''mistakes'' will it be HIV- or HIV+?

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so what if it is he must have a reason to put it up there

Originally posted by ROYALGUARD

k diddy gave me an advice to go to counselling which is the best advice which maybe preventing me from suicidal thoughts. which is why i am still here

I saved your life 🙂 You owe me money for that 😐

Originally posted by ROYALGUARD
it is possible that someone like k.diddy might just save me from insanity.

😎 It was nothing man,stop flattering me

Hahaha. Diddy loves it.

Hah, this is still a load of Shit ✅