Kai rolled his eyes "No, you are wrong crow... your an insane wolf... you think you have it all because you can kill... pain ammuses you... but perhaps... maybe just once... you should feel the pain from the ones around... and besides that... i am needed no where.... my brother can handle that family... all i need now is a place to live.... and if you truly think you can handle yourself now, i will be on my way." he turned to leave.
"I am tired of you underestimating me. Maybe you are right for once. Maybe I am insane. Maybe I should be killed to put me out of my misery, to keep me from killing others. But I am more empathetic than you think I am; I know the pain that others go through. My thing is that I simply don't care. If you really want my opinion, I think that not only can your brother not handle that family, but he will utterly destroy it. Seeing as this in an opinion with nothing to back it up, you can disregard it if you see fit. I think that I can handle myself now, but I do not think that you think I can. You would much rather have my company than depart alone; hence your hesitation in leaving." Crow turned back towards the den, waiting patiently for a response.
Kai sighed as his walk turned into a run. He needed to get away from everyone and everything. hoping that crow does not hurt them. Kai stopped at a small den, an empty one. Deserted... Kai walked in and sighed "Crow would like this.... but... i cant go back... perhaps if... i doubt it..." He walked outside the empty den and howled loudly, beckoning crow to come.
She wondered silently what he wanted, almost growling at him though she knew he couldn't hear her. She thought for a moment about not showing up at all, just blowing him off. It probably wouldn't surprise him, so she decided to answer and go. That might startle him. She began a slow loping pace towards his call, taking her time as she was in no hurry to get there. Upon reaching the den, she sat outside, waiting to see if he had expected her to actually answer him or not.
Kai walked out of the empty den "Somehow i knew you would come..." he said and smiled "I found this and i thought you might want it... it is cold during the winter. this is my last thing i will ever need to tell you. he bowed politly and waited for a reply, knowing it was going to be a smartass comment, calling him dumb for wanting to help.... he didnt care, he was her friend, she knew it. he only wanted to ease her stress, even if only a lttle.
"Aww, for me?" She looked at him sweetly, as though she was showing genuine gratitude. He, of course, would know that she wasn't. She became serious and her head snapped towards him. "Kai, I have not lived in a den since I was a pup. I would rather not remind myself of those days by living in one now."
Kai smirked "Do not talk to me like that crow, i do not care who you are. I am going to act like yo from now on, mess with me, and i will not hesitate to kill you." he walked past her, shoving into her as he did so "For someone who really needs help, you show no gratitude for what you have made me lose... i gave you my time, i gave you my help, and i have not even gotten a thakn you, even after i lost the one family i had.... good bye crow, and this, i promise, is the last time will speak..." he stood there for a moment and growled as he walked away shaking his head.
"You've come a long way; you are becoming cold, Kai. I did not force you to take care of me, and I made you lose nothing. I am not going to thank you for something that I did not want; perhaps I have no manners for such, but it is who I am, and you know it. I even bluntly told you that I was using you; if I remember, you said you didn't care. I am not at fault here. Good bye, Kai." She turned as he walked away, ducking as she entered the small den. She turned around to face him from within, her entrance a silent thank you that he would likely never hear.
Kai was away from them. He had not eaten in a while, he had nothing left. He shook his head as Crow's words ran in his head. He didnt want to become like her, but at this rate, he almost had no other choice. Kai laid in the cold snow, trying to regain his strength. amazed at how heartless a creature could be. She was right.... only fend for yourself.... This is what he will do. He will not be as he once was, for no one has ever shown him any gratitude... Almost as if no one cared. He shook his head whimpering to himself. "I... i cant become like her... It is the opposite of me... why am i letting it eat at me?!" he yelled to himself as he laid there.