Quietly, Axel watched, and listened as the Spartan's were getting ready for at least some time of relaxation before the funeral and the upcomming deployment. They had managed to overcome the unannounced challenge presented to them, and Axel had to give them credit for their innovative use of the tools made available to them. Now though, the aura about them had changed. On the field, when he was with them, they projected the sense of the powerful and refined combatants they were. Spartans… bred to kill. Now however, they were people, friends, family. Axel’s eyes cast themselves to the ground. His eyes usually stung when he used them, but this time it was for a different reason.
That feeling. It was familiar, yet strange… but never alien. These Spartans held at heart that they weren’t just a team. It was more than just instinct that they held onto to tell them it was more than that. Values he’d almost forgotten, values he’d almost forced himself to never remember. Why? His hands clenched into fists. It’s because it was too painful. Losing a family always is. Because you love them.
”A man I once respected very much once told me that a Spartan isn’t defined by the armour he wears, but by the warrior he has become.” The Lieutenant walked up behind Axel. He glanced over the smaller thirteen year olds shoulder, at the assembled Spartans, but his eyes quickly returned to the Spartan he’d known best. “I know it’s hard losing people you care about. Despite what people would believe, Spartans can understand in that in a way most people wouldn’t dream of.”
“Yeah.” Axel said, straightening somewhat. “I know.”
The Lieutenant stood further back in the shadows of the doorway than Axel did. Eyes glinting in what little light there was, he looked down at the younger Spartan. “You can’t destroy yourself over what happened. You know that situations are never under your total control. Your Spartans died doing what they were bred to do Axel. The impossible. You’re the one who lead them into that life. You taught them to become what they wanted to become. You were their commander, and in many ways you were like a father to your own brothers and sisters. Don’t spend your time feeling sorry for yourself. It’s not how they would want to be remembered. Of course, I shouldn’t have to tell you that.”
“Why’s that.” Axel’s eyes drifted to Spartan – 116. She would be the one best to talk to.
“Because you’re here.” The Lieutenant said. “You’ve figured it all out. You already know everything I just said.” Glancing once more at the other Spartans, the Lieutenant turned to leave.
”Maybe.” Axel turned to look at the man who’d taught him to become a Spartan. “Before you go, who told you what it is that defines a Spartan? I’d like to meet him.”
The Lieutenant smiled slightly, “You did.”
A man I once respected very much… Axel’s eyes fell toward the ground slightly. “So-“
“No.” The Lieutenant said, cutting Axel off. “I respect him a lot more than very much, not less. You managed to get over the one thing I never could. Good day Spartan 010.” He bowed slightly before retreating from view. Axel turned around and resumed his previous task.
He watched the other Spartan – IIIs. Some still in armour, while others who had gotten back earlier were already out. Crystal clear, his eyes let the blessing of sight grant him what it rarely was allowed. Light flooded his senses as it did only rarely. Funny… Axel thought. It didn’t seem to sting as much as it used to.