Originally posted by Scribble
Cheers man, although I have been pretty bad in the past. I'm over my alcoholic patch now though, well over it, and luckily I didn't do anything too terrible, I'm just a master of self-hate at this point
Nobody's perfect. The important thing is you know that, and you moved forward.
No need for self-hate man. Accept that you have flaws like every human ever and push on ahead man.
Originally posted by Scribble
Cheers man, although I have been pretty bad in the past. I'm over my alcoholic patch now though, well over it, and luckily I didn't do anything too terrible, I'm just a master of self-hate at this point
why hate yourself?
did you drown a litter of puppies or destroy somebody's life?
what reason could you possibly have for hating yourself?
Originally posted by RaisenNah nothing that extreme haha. In 2014 I just went a bit crazy and cheated on my long term girlfriend for basically no reason, then built a massive web of lies around it and even when she found out I made her not tell anyone else, even though I continued doing it (with the same girl) and pretended like everything was normal. It all came out eventually and everyone hated me for it and rightly so, I'm a ****ing POS for doing all that. Haven't formed a truly meaningful and steady relationship since though so I guess that's my penance?
why hate yourself?did you drown a litter of puppies or destroy somebody's life?
what reason could you possibly have for hating yourself?
Originally posted by socool8520You have a cool and interesting job and get to work abroad, sounds like you've already accomplished a fair amount to me man
Dude if I worried about my flaws, I'd never leave the house or accomplish anything. Well, now that I think about, I don't accomplish a whole lot. lol
Originally posted by Scribble
Nah nothing that extreme haha. In 2014 I just went a bit crazy and cheated on my long term girlfriend for basically no reason, then built a massive web of lies around it and even when she found out I made her not tell anyone else, even though I continued doing it (with the same girl) and pretended like everything was normal. It all came out eventually and everyone hated me for it and rightly so, I'm a ****ing POS for doing all that. Haven't formed a truly meaningful and steady relationship since though so I guess that's my penance?
no reason for self hate dude.
meaningful relationship? you put your happiness on that Disney romance delusion?
you're only crushed by this because you haven't experienced more yet.
Originally posted by RaisenMeaningful relationships are what I seek. Sex doesn't interest me without some kind of a bond, idk why, it's just not on my list of priorities. I don't have any delusions, I've just experienced something that could in no way not be what they call 'love'. It was the whole shebang, honestly.
no reason for self hate dude.meaningful relationship? you put your happiness on that Disney romance delusion?
you're only crushed by this because you haven't experienced more yet.
Originally posted by Scribble
Shoulda seen my girlfriend at the time too. A literal 10/10, or a 9.5/10 minimum. Not even kidding. She was (and still is) gloriously attractive. And just a generally wonderful person all-round. If you asked me now why I let myself lose her I'd still not have an answer.
she's just an attractive human. I've had them before also.
doesn't mean shiit dude. there's more. if she was legit which you can't even be 100 percent sure of...then she'll learn her lesson also.
it's a scummy thing to do but we all do scummy things. it's pretty far down on the scum bag list compared to a lot. live and learn